iloveyou; eternity.

2010-03-28T13:56:00.003+08:00

“我们今天真的很幸福，我们真的很谢谢你们!”

有你的这句话，就足够了。因为，我只要你们幸福。别无所求。真的。

你那虔诚的90°鞠躬，我永远不会忘。内心的澎湃无法压抑。

all i want to do, is tell you i love you in so many, so many ways.

all i want is for you to be happy, all 5 of you, i hope you know.

2010-03-04T21:10:00.002+08:00

hello sunshine; i see your smile and i miss it :(

your smile and love's just so bright and i love them; i love you ♥

please always be this happy, okay?

all i want is for you to be happy;

2010-03-02T23:16:00.003+08:00

...我的宝贝爷儿您就非常可爱非常帅非常有型我很爱您您知道的，

可是您就整天LV包我都快羡慕死了 ;~;

2010-03-01T23:34:00.003+08:00

i don't think you know and i don't think you'll ever know, but it's hard to keep it inside of me. i'm tired, okay? i'm tired of all this that i feel and you don't. you just don't know a single thing. don't force what you think onto me because i'm different from you; we're all different. but when you think that i'm just being insecure, then you're wrong, really.

you simply don't know.

ticketsthisway.tumblr.com

2010-02-28T23:40:00.002+08:00

hey you guys, i don't know how many of you still look at my blog but i've decided to move all the sentimental, um, short fic-like things to my tumblr at ticketsthisway.tumblr.com so do go there to find all those pictures&words things that i used to post! blogger will now be more of my personal feelings and stuff like that so mm, that's about all i wanna say. support my tumblr, please&thankyou ♥

6/365 ♥

2009-09-23T23:57:00.004+08:00

"hey! i'm supposed to take a photo of you, not the other way around!"

you exclaim, the salty air around you lingering in your senses.

"how's this, baby, i'll take a photo of you taking a photo of me. awesome idea, right?"

he grins cheekily, his smile bright as the sun above you.

"yeah, right."

you give a pout then a frown, eyes misty in the golden light.

"ready?"

he asks.

you nod your head, raising your camera to your face, aiming properly so that you could get the best shot of him.

you snap a shot, the shutter clicking.

"let me see!"

both of you shout at the same time.

your giggles are heard over the swishing waves of the sea,

your heartbeats synchronize with the hypnotic beat of the waves,

and the pictures of you and him imprint deep onto your minds,

heart entwined.

5/365 ♥

2009-09-22T23:48:00.004+08:00

you decide to take a risk and jump.

you want to feel the wind streaming through your hair,

oxygen rushing into your lungs. you hold your breath,

letting go of the hand that you were grabbing on so tightly to before,

and you jump, you fly, you soar. the world below you lightens,

the air around you saccharine. you feel like you're flying,

you're finally free.

4/365 ♥

2009-09-21T23:35:00.005+08:00

you're reminded of the summer you spent together,

empty railway tracks, flowers that paved your way.

holding hands, you treaded along the sides, tiptoeing as you walked.

his hold was so tight, you felt that it was forever.

but you reached the end of the tracks, and you were afraid it would end, just like that.

he gripped your hand, pulled you in, hugged you in an embrace so warm.

then, you knew, this was forever.

3/365 ♥

2009-09-20T23:51:00.007+08:00

and you pad along the beach, feeling waves rush against your bare feet.

the sun's vehement glow is upon you, the soft sand pushing in between your toes, a texture so smooth. not a word is spoken, everything you can hear is the swishes of the waves. all of a sudden, the sea pulls back and the sun is beaming upon the shore,

and you see love, feel love lingering in the air as he presses his lips sweetly onto yours.

2/365 ♥

2009-09-19T22:20:00.003+08:00

you reach out, feeling cool raindrops falling, falling, falling.

you're shivering, it's cold and the wind is gushing harshly.

but a warm hand envelops yours, its fingers entwining with your own,

and suddenly, you feel that the weather's nothing at all.

inside of you, it's so warm, your heart's melting.

1/365 ♥

2009-09-18T23:15:00.006+08:00

but no, that's because our hearts are laced when you see the moonkissed stars.

2009-09-13T06:35:00.003+08:00

to everyone who's read my fics, :D

...do an anonymous writing feedback meme for me? 8DDDDD ♥

THE ANONYMOUS WRITING FEEDBACK MEME

please? /gives out ___________-flavoured cookies (any flavour you want? :d)

i'm moonkissedx@livejournal,

do give me honest comments! i need concrit/encouragement. :')

love you guys, ♥

always keep the faith.

2009-09-01T18:32:00.002+08:00

TOHOSHINKI 4TH LIVE TOUR FINAL IN TOKYO DOME VIDEOS ARE FINALLY OUT. ♥

I've watched up to part 13 out of the 14 parts and all I can say is, beautiful, just, beautiful.

everything was perfect, the atmosphere, their voices, their smiles, really, everything.

there were tears in my eyes when I heard TAXI and Forever Love, but that wasn't the end of it.

when Stand By U came on, all the lightsticks changed into light blue ones, and the entire dome was filled with pastel blue light instead of fiery red.

I cried, I just cried, very silently, tears slid down my cheeks and I mouthed the words as they sang the song.

it was just, too amazing, that feeling, it overwhelms me.

their passion for singing, it's not to be... denied.

it's so strong, it's a simple dream, easy to understand, really, it's not complicated at all.

and just because it's so pure, so clean, I love them.

I don't know what others say, I don't care what others say.

(whatever they say, girl, don't listen)

this is my life, my heart, my soul, my everything.

I will do anything and everything to protect this fragile yet strong and passionate love.

thank you, dongbangshinki, for giving me so much,

be it happiness, sadness, tears, or just the songs you sing, the words you say, the smiles you show, they're enough, really.

有千言万语, 却不知从何说起.

truly, there's too much to say, too much to keep, and I don't know where to start, where to end.

everything will change with time, but there's one thing for me, that will never change.

I love you, dongbangshinki, and I always, always will.

사랑함니다, 동방신기, 영원히.

"our leader, yunho! changmin! jaejoong! junsu! and yoochun! we're the one... eternally."

eternally, I'll hold that to my heart, so please keep your promises, bbs.

I'll love you, for an eternity, the next and the rest to follow.

always keep the faith. ♥

2009-08-09T22:05:00.000+08:00

Jae says: Yunho, there would not be me if not for you. My other half, Yunho, I love you.

/cries

omg, baby, ):

my otp &hearts&hearts

I LOVE YOU YUNJAE & YOU, BABY, ARE THE ABSOLUTE LOVE OF MY LIFE.

always keep the faith. ♥

2009-08-07T19:33:00.000+08:00

baby, please, stop getting tattoos, please.

my heart hurts every time another inked design is printed on you.

I know you love dongbangshinki, even more than yourself, it's your life, it's your everything.

but please, the pain I feel when I see your smiles and your promises, is really, too much sometimes.

you want to tell us, always keep the faith, always keep the faith.

I'm trying so hard to keep this promise, but I don't want you to hurt yourself so that I can fufill it.

你是个把东方神起写在背上, 刻在心上的傻子,

可是我比你傻, 因为无论你做什么决定, 无论你做了什么, 我都心甘情愿地接受, 我都愿意支持你.

你的每一个决定, 影响着我, 让我无法好好地做一件事, 只能不断地想, 不断地想.

然而, 我的心已经无法承担太大的打击了, 我的心, 已经经过了太多的摧残.

我好累, 我真的好累, 爱你爱得好累, 可是我不想放弃, 我放不下, 因为你已在我脑海和心中根深蒂固.

痛, 心痛, 心真的很痛.

不要再纹身了, 算是我求你.

我知道你是为了把这份信任, 这份爱放在心上, 放在心脏的位置,

可是我好痛.

I'll always keep the faith, baby, and I know you will.

TVfXQ SOUL, Hope to the end.

there will always be hope.

and even when I can't see the hope, when I can't see the light,

I will choose to believe in you, I won't use my eyes to see,

I'll use my heart to vision.

this love, will last forever.

DONGBANGSHINKI, FOREVER LOVE.

I'll always be proud of you.

5 - 1 = 0, and you guys are the most perfect OT5 there is in the world.

I love you.

2009-08-06T23:46:00.001+08:00

always keep the faith.

2009-07-10T20:08:00.002+08:00

~~shoot, I can't believe that I actually forgot. I'm sorry. ;______;~~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, HEECHUL! ♥

I love the way you are, your funny antics, your amazing voice, your absolute cuteness!

you're really special, and I hope you'll be happy! :)

/cough. hanchul, must remain as adorable as you two are, together!

alijdkalfkjsd, I love youuuuuuuuuuu.

you're... my third favourite kim. :D ~~after jae baby and su,~~

but that's not the point!

the point is... you're kim heechul, and that's all that matters.

saranghaeyo, kim heechul!

생일축하합니다~! ♥

xoxo,
Crystal!

2009-07-04T00:00:00.002+08:00

IT'S TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

the dream of finally being on the tokyo dome stage, facing a full house audience.

that was a dream, now it's not just a dream anymore.

it's not a dream, it's not far now.

I hope that nothing will go wrong, and that you guys will give the best performances of your entire lives.

it's the tokyo dome, baby, tokyo dome.

I'm really proud of you guys, and may the five of you, all five of you,

continue to rise up as the Gods of the East, as Asia's top star.

rock the house down babes, :)

I'm going to have an emotional breakdown soon.

I love you guys, really, just so much.

DONGBANGSHINKI♥♥♥, saranghamnida,

I'll stand by you till the end of time.

dongbangshinki, saranghaeyo, yongwonhi.

hwaiting babes! it's your time to shine.

love, Crystal.

2009-07-03T00:00:00.001+08:00

2 days. ~~& good riddance to chun's hair.~~ :D

2009-07-01T00:00:00.011+08:00

3 days.

2009-07-01T00:00:00.010+08:00

Stand By U, releases today.

hwaiting, for the oricon chart position! ♥

2009-07-01T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LEETEUKKKKK<3!

you are awesomeawesomeawesome! :D

2009-06-30T00:00:00.001+08:00

4 days.

2009-06-29T00:00:00.001+08:00

5 days.

2009-06-28T00:00:00.000+08:00

6 days.

101 posts; happy birthday ryeowook.

2009-06-21T00:00:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYEOWOOK! ♥

I love your cuteness! :)

he's just so adorable.

/sighs.

xD

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-06-16T00:00:00.001+08:00

HAPPY ONE YEAR ANNIVERSARY DARRRRRRR♥!

6月16号, 一个在我心中很特别的一个日子.

我一直以来都很期待这一天, 因为我知道这一定会是我生命中最快乐的一天.

亲爱的老公大人, 今天是我们一周年纪念日,

而我们一起经历过的每一件事, 每一天都值得回忆.

谢谢你, 一直在我身边, 做我可以随时依靠的港湾.

谢谢你, 一直在我伤心, 胡思乱想的时候, 安慰着我, 听我说话, 倾听我内心的感觉.

谢谢你, 永远都能让我安心, 永远都能让我快乐.

谢谢你, 这么爱我.

一年, 两年, 直到永远.

就像你说的, 10000天, 永恒, 直到永恒的永恒.

我答应你, 不再让你操心, 不再让你担心我.

我想用我所有的快乐, 代替你所有的悲伤.

我希望你能永远这么可爱, 这么开心, 这么开朗.

我不要你再为任何事伤心, 再为任何人难过.

你就是这么地了解我, 能够了解我在想什么, 能了解我的心情怎么样．

你说的对, 我的心就像个气球一样, 很容易破, 很容易碎.

可是我也想坚强, 我也想勇敢.

为自己勇敢, 为你勇敢.

你是我最想依赖的人, 而我希望, 我也是你最想依赖的人.

无论什么事, 我都能对你说, 有什么问题, 你都能帮我解决.

你说过, 天塌下来了, 你会帮我扛, 可是我不要你这么辛苦,

所以, 我们一起扛.

我们一起面对任何的事情, 一起面对人生的美好, 一起面对人生的困难.

不管以后发生什么事, 无论好坏, 我都会跟你分享.

我只想告诉你一句话, 我爱你, 很爱很爱很爱, 真的很爱.

I love you dar, ♥

saranghae.

♥

today, me and jaime dar♥ went to orchard! :D

I got mixed up between wisma atria and takashimaya xD

and because of that, she took a long time to find me before we could finally have our lunch!

we were already super hungry by then.

so we decided to eat at pepper lunch, and the cashier was very amusing. :x

during lunch, we talked about a lot of things,

and I felt that it was really, very interesting to talk to her about some views I have.

she understands what I want to say, and she gives me her own unique viewpoints. :D

so after our one hour lunch ( :O ), we were just walking around aimlessly,

not knowing what to do, therefore, we decided to go watch dance! subaru. :)

we took pictures when we reached cathay cineleisure, and then bought the tickets.

hahaha, we took a long time deciding what to order, but in the end we just got popcorn and drinks! xD

we got seated, and we started talking about the different movies we wanted to watch.

she was going to watch 'drag me to hell' and I wanted to watch 'night at the museum 2',

and I watched 'drag me to hell' and she watched 'night at the museum 2'! hahaha.

how coincidental, really.

the movie was really nice, and touching.

but the most memorable parts of the movie was when DONGBANGSHINKI♥ came out!

they were performing on stage, singing 'The Way U Are',

and we both squealed when they appeared.

we got a slight shock when 'Eat You Up' by BoA came out because it was so loud. rofl.

okay then when bolero came out, we were singing along with the music,

and I found that really cool. 8D

I want to be as strong as subaru, learning how to get past the sad memories in life,

and moving on with an optimistic attitude.

the movie lasted for about 2 hours, and we finished the entire thing, even the credits,

because we wanted to see the words '东方神起' appear on the credits,

and perhaps some extra parts of their performance. ;)

after that, we just decided to walk around the area, and we got earrings at some costume jewellery shop. :D

OHOHOH, the bbq chicken shop at the basement was playing DBSK's FITB concert,

so we just stood there watching. xD

after that, we went to HMV, and I took some pictures of an interesting banner. :))v

we walked to the mrt station, and while waiting for the train to come,

we took photos! :')

then before I alighted at redhill, she sprung a surprise attack on me.

hahaha, she gave me a really pretty letter, and it was very thick. 8D

I enjoyed today so, so, so much, it was really fun, and meaningful. :)

♥

dear dar, thank you for your amazing letter, and your beautiful flower. you're really sweet, you know that? I really had loads of fun today, and I hope that we can go out like this more often during the holidays. on our next date, we'll go have bbq chicken, kays? xD and all I want to say is, thank you for every happy memory you've given to me, and I love you, more than anything else in the world. :) ♥ 你的礼物和回信, 我开学再交给你! :D

♥

today was really awesome, and I really loved it.

may we have many, many more happy days in front of us.

I ♥ you dar! this post is dedicated to you.

Crystal 宝贝 (:

2009-06-04T00:00:00.005+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YOOOOOCHUUUUUNNNNN<3!

gah, I waited so long for this birthday.

I'm really estatic now. :)

it's your birthday YOOCHUN!

continue to be the oh-so-amazing you,

who writes such moving and beautiful songs. :D

thank you so much for bringing to me so much joy and happiness,

tears and laughter from all your actions, your songs, your antics. 8D

fangirls take you to be their ideal prince,

with charisma, care and everything else nice.

stay that way, because we love you like that.

I love your laugh, and your english cracks me up sometimes,

but you're really cool, and I won't deny that.

I seriously appreciate every single thing you've brought to us,

and believe me, no matter what happens, we'll stand by you.

(that's DBSK's new single name, btw. ^^;;)

we'll be by your side, supporting you, pushing you on!

never give up on anything, alright? hwaiting~!

soulmates, with jae, and the forever amusing & adorable yoo in yoosu,

I wish you all the best. :}

~~I LOVE YOU~~saranghaeyo! but hun, please, please, please just change your hairstyle. pretty please with cherries on top? >///<

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you!

happy birthday, dear. <3

2009-05-09T00:48:00.003+08:00

THE RISING GODS OF THE EAST, their name means.

and they've proven their talent over the past five and a half years.

I love you guys, really.

Jae baby, Leader-shii, Minnie, Su-ah, and Chun, (yes I'm jae!biased, but I still love all of them!)

you are really the most amazing people in the entire universe.

it's been a good 6 months into this fandom, and I've never regretted it.

the fun times, the good laughs when I look at your pictures,

the hilarious videos you put up, and those really smexy perfomances.

they're really a part of my everyday life, and they make up most of my smiles.

never underestimate yourselves, all five of you,

because I know you can make it through everything together, as one.

your voices really shock me sometimes, when I hear a new song,

and your power, your strength is passed on to me through your music.

I get my daily strength from you guys,

and I believe that I will continue to stay in this fandom for a long time to come,

because truly, this is the most overwhelming feeling I have ever felt in my life,

the emotions you evoke within me, and everything you give to me.

I thank you for giving me so much joy, and all the pleasant memories.

these smiles, the laughter and your absolute amazingness will remain in my heart,

forever.

you are really important to me.

thank you, dongbangshinki, thank you.

kamsahamnida,

and,

saranghaeyo, yongwonhi.

xoxo, Crystal.

2009-05-09T00:39:00.003+08:00

LIST OF CDS WANTED!
Mirotic Version C;
Mirotic Platinum Version;
The Secret Code;

LIST OF DVDS WANTED!
TVXQ! 3rd Live Tour 'Mirotic' Concert DVD;
Tohoshinki 4th Japan Tour 'The Secret Code' Concert DVD;
Prince In Prague DVD;

LIST OF PHOTOBOOKS WANTED!
TVXQ! 3rd Live Tour 'Mirotic' Concert Photobook;
Tohoshinki 4th Japan Tour 'The Secret Code' Photobook;
Tohoshinki 4th Japanese Album 'The Secret Code' Photobook;
Prince In Prague Photobook;

okay, so this is a compilation of everything, basically, from DBSK,

otherwise known as TVXQ, TVfXQ, Tohoshinki and 东方神起, <3!

so yeah, I'll be editing this under two conditions,

one being, I bought it,

two being, I found something new.

:D so yes, look out for my updates!

as if anybody would be reading this. :x

2009-05-09T00:31:00.003+08:00

YES!

I can finally buy 'The Secret Code' without burning a hole in my pocket.

:DDDDDDDDDD

in HMV, it costs $75, it's worth it, definitely, but no money la, sorry dears.

so, POPULAR SELLS THE THING FOR?

$28.95! O.o

I so need to go get it.

nownownownownow!

heh, yes. :D

*dances around happily*

2009-05-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

Spread the DBSK love,

I sprained my ankle.

so did Su.

D: why su.

it's so saddening you know!

I mean, it's their 4th live tour, and he gets hurt.

he must be feeling so bad.

su-ah, it's not your fault, don't take this incident to heart okay?

I wish for your speedy recovery, and come back to form a complete DBSK!

like jae baby said, you can't rush through getting well, just take your time.

don't worry, we'll still love you. 8D

2009-04-16T23:56:00.003+08:00

tomorrow's SYF, and I'm really feeling the nervousness.

I know that we will go through this smoothly, and that everything will go perfectly fine.

I'm just hovering over the fact that,

the Gold with Honours is there.

right there.

and all I have to do,

is reach out my arm and grab it.

that's all I have to do.

so Choir, the Fairfield Choir.

we've had such a great reputation since such a long time ago.

I know we slipped away from the Gold with Honours in 2007,

but we'll get the glory back this year.

today, I promise.

choir, please.

just stretch out your hand a little more, and we can reach for it together.

focus on the goal, a Gold with Honours.

(I think I'll cry if they announce this, "Fairfield Methodist Secondary School, Gold with Honours." ><)

focus.

I want to just pray here.

dear God,

I just want to thank you for bringing us through such a period of time,

where we train for this special moment.

this 7 minutes on stage, proves and decides everything we've done for the past year.

the Gold with Honours, is a shared target for all of us,

every single choir member, every one of your children.

I just want to praise you, Lord, that you've brought us all to this day,

so that we can sing out our heartfelt praises to you.

I know that we tend to melt halfway through the song sometimes,

and I pray that we will maintain a standard volume,

and remember all the dynamics.

I also pray that we don't forget our notes, that every single sound is hit with precision.

it's a glory to be standing on stage for you, oh Lord.

I know that we all have one goal, and that is to bring home the highest honour we could ever get,

a Gold with Honours.

I pray that you will give us the expression needed within each song,

that we may feel the song as strongly as we are supposed to,

and that we may impress the judges with our voices.

I pray that you will give us the strength to go through the entire day tomorrow,

as I know that we are going to feel very stressed up.

the pressure from the teachers, I pray that you remove it,

and take away the lethargy from all our weary souls and hearts.

I know that you will want us to portray a perfect image,

of what beautiful song is supposed to be.

and through you, Lord,

we will bring back the glory,

for you.

in your precious name,

Amen.

a Gold with Honours.

a Gold with Honours.

a Gold with Honours.

I pray.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I haven't had the time to write anything lately,

nor post anything here.

I know that I have a lot of prompts on hand and stuff,

and I will try my best to finish every single one of them soon!

sorry for keeping you guys waiting. ):

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

YAH!

kim jaejoong, stop being so cute.

~~damn it.~~

I want your concert DVDs,

all of them.

save up, seriously.

save up. D:

~~dear daddy and mommy, sponsor me, pretty please?~~

hehh.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

I miss you.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

and I realise that michelle tay is crazier than me, over YOOCHUN<3,

how is that possible?

hehh,

I'll think about it.

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

SNAPPLE! :D

-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

all the best for SYF tomorrow, choir.

I know we can do it.

I know we can.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-04-04T23:04:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUNHYUK OPPA! :DDD

I love your dancing, seriously. :}

you're hot!

hahaha, yay.

it's your birthday, and I want to wish you all the best. :))

you know you rock;

whoo,

I love you!

>3< muahaha.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-04-04T22:53:00.001+08:00

I WANT THAT SUJU-M COIN PURSE.

2009-04-04T22:48:00.003+08:00

I realise,

I've been saying this for the past few hours after watching some videos.

"yoochun, your hair!"

ohmygosh, I so do not like his hairstyle/s sometimes.

like, I loved the HAHAHASONG one, it was so cute!

and I loved his '07 hairstyle. :DDD

but the MIROTIC one was a tad too weird for me,

and the SURVIVOR + THE SECRET CODE hairstyle,

was really too..

curly-ish? ><

goodness me, YOOCHUN<3,

change your hairstyle.

preeeetttyyy please?

xoxo.

2009-04-04T22:45:00.002+08:00

I'm down with the flu.

ain't that the most amazing news, ever?

gosh, my nose is killing me.

I'm having a really blocked up nose,

and I can't really breathe. D:

and I have a cough!

that's absolutely great,

considering that SYF is coming soon.

I haven't really been fangirling lately,

I don't know why. ):

no mood? LOL.

pray for my recovery! :D

<3

2009-03-29T10:11:00.003+08:00

PEACE.

I don't mean any harm. ==

& no, it's not you. :)

okayokay.

OHMYGOSH.

THE SECRET CODE (2CD) COSTS..

75. BUCKS.

how the hell am I going to come up with that sum of money?! ==

I'm going to die.

seriously.

I don't know.

I want it so bad,

with 9095 and TAXI! and stuff,

and it sounds really nice.

but IT'S SO FREAKING EXPENSIVE.

IT'S TWICE THE PRICE OF MY MIROTIC VERSION A.

AND THAT WAS PARTLY SPONSORED BY MY dear PARENTS!

now, they won't sponsor me.

and.

I have to fork out all $75 by myself?!

NOOOOOOOOOOO.

ah.

某jaime说要sponsor我，不过他自己也在存得很辛苦，所以我不舍得。

I shall save like crap, and not eat until I finally save up enough.

MUAHAHAHAHA, I'm crazy.

no, I won't do that, don't worry.

:D

I'll think of a way.

yeah.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-03-29T10:02:00.002+08:00

总觉得心里很不踏实，

那个人，好像也不是我想象中的那样。

可是为什么要一而再，再而三的伤害我呢？

我搞不清楚。

心里一直告诉自己要相信，要相信。

可是，为什么就是找不到这份信任呢？

我和他是朋友，他和她也是朋友。

不过他就不能循环在我们之间吗？

我不是嫉妒。

不是。

只是，我总觉得我没有朋友。

身边没有一个人可以倾诉自己的感情。

然后，等到问题来的时候，自己躲着哭。

心情很差。

哎，要多谢老公帮我度过这一两天的忧郁吧。

2009-03-26T14:29:00.004+08:00

SORRY, SORRY! by Super Junior

ohemgee, that song is loved!

seriously.

I am hooked. :}

hoho, haven't been so crazy over a song since.. begin?

was is begin? or was it.. mirotic.

HAH.

YEAHYEAH.

MIROTIC!<333

hoho, I love MIROTIC.

woots, I haven't had colour in my posts since a long time.

so, yeah.

I am in love with Sorry, Sorry now.

can't stop thinking about it. :D

and by saying that, I think of..

"cause I can't stop thinking 'bout you girl~"

hahahaha, U by Super Junior!

OMG, what's up with the SUJU craze?

it's not a craze, I just like their songs.

or maybe love, idk.

hah.

hmm, I can say that I really like SUJU,

but not to the extent where I go crazy.

hahaha, as in.

not as in love with them as DONGBANGSHINKI<3!

definitely.

whooooo~

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-03-21T23:42:00.002+08:00

hahaha, I came up with this while chatting with Jamie at 11.42pm in the night. :D

Junsu kills you with his dolphin scream thingy.

Yunho kills you with his classic leadersshi glare.

Changmin kills you with his ultra cute expressions. *nosebleeeeeeed*

Yoochun kills you with his minniemouse plush toy. {micky&minnie~}

then what about Jaejoong?

hurhur.

Joongie.

doesn't.

kill.

he's too much of an angel to hurt anyone.

HOHOHOHO.

~~merry christmas~~ goodnight.

I love you baidu. Not.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-03-16T22:35:00.002+08:00

hello, I'm only here to promote my first fanfiction ever.

http://www.winglin.net/fanfic/imissyou_/

thank you!

it's in chinese, bear with it.

:D

love you guys!

I'll be coming up with an english one.

read both.

or else.

:}

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-03-11T12:01:00.003+08:00

OKAY, SO I EDITED ONE POST.

I'll edit one each day.

is that okay?

because I'm going out in like. 1/2 an hour.

hahaha, so yeah.

I promise to edit all my posts soon. :D

xoxo!

2009-03-11T11:03:00.002+08:00

whoopeedoo. :D

I'm high today!

it's e-learning.

but that's not exactly the reason for my random hyper-ness.

cool, so.

the only subject,

oh wait.

no, two subjects we got back our results were,

chinese and d&t! :}

so yeah.

I'm okay with my results,

just a little angry with chinese. ==+

because it's a little..

crappy that I got 39/50 for both tests.

with a ton of careless mistakes.

I like my score,

but not the carelessness.

I have to be more careful from now on.

well, it's over.

I'll work harder for the next term.

oh and, huimin a-yi! :D

cheeeeer up, you're a smart ass. --+

you'll do better for your chinese next term. :))

JIAYOU!

okayyyy,

yayness.

I haven't started on e-learning,

most probably will start after I FINALLY finish editing all my birthday posts.

hahaha, yay me!

ohoh, I want to get back the results for the chinese writing competition thing.

><+

audrey got the first prize! :D

congratulations.

I want to see how much I got,

but xu lao shi didn't give it back.

):

alrights, I'll stop crapping.

I'll go and edit my posts now! :D

2009-03-08T00:59:00.002+08:00

this is not happening.

hahaha!

I LOVE THE TVXQ 3RD ASIA TOUR MIROTIC CONCERT.

it's super hot, and it's so... powerful.

so, there were like, solos of everyone.

and not to be biased here,

but I really loved Joongie's solo.

he sang with such a powerful voice.

he has talent, and potential.

he really touched me, when I heard that song.

well, all I can say is,

thank you God, for putting such a wonderful person in my life. :)

you really are amazing.

Joongie, continue to rock on.

you do, seriously.

don't underestimate yourself. :D

I'll talk more about the concert and their upcoming single, Survior,

and the 4th Japanese album, The Secret Code in the next post?

or I'll most likely edit this one.

:D

and since I'll be at home tomorrow,

I'll edit all my birthday posts.

see, I'm so nice! :}

hahaha, okay.

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

stay strong.

if you were true, who are you?
if you were true, where did you go?
if you were true, why can't I find you?
if you were true, you took my heart away with you.
if you were true, come and take me with you.
all I want to say is,
if you were true... then I love you.

if only, you were true.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-03-08T00:56:00.001+08:00

hellohellohello.

I know I haven't been updating for a long time here.

I've been really tired lately,

the stress is piling up, seriously.

I'm just so.. lethargic everyday.

all the tests and homework, it's hard to cope.

I've been failing math, but I think I can do okay for my other subjects.

I seriously have to buck up for my math. ==+

so, fanfic is basically my life now. ^^

so yeah.

I'm tired.

it's 1 am in the morning, I'm going to sleep.

xoxo.

2009-02-18T22:15:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN~! <3

I love you oh so much,

{no time to type some extremely long birthday post thingo, sorry!}

but I will edit the following soon :-

1. Jaejoong's post
2. Yunho's post
3. Hankyung's post and the current one.

oh btw,

HAPPY BELATED VALENTINE'S DAY?

and..

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY YINGJIAO A-YI AND LAO TAI MA! :D

LOVE YOU GUYS; :}

happy birthday to you~

>3<

been real busy lately, with tests and stuff.

there's a chinese story-writing competition tomorrow,

wish me good luck people.

I'm really gonna need it.

ohoh, and I learnt how to pull the flag today!

it's like, super fun.

hahaha.

okay.

I'm plain high now.

or rather, I've been high for the whole day.

anyways, happy birthday to everyone stated above. :D

I'm just crapping around now.

history test tomorrow.

cannot fail.

--+

and right,

today the target for EOYs '09 are out!

it's amazing how they want me to get this:

english: a1
higher chinese: a2 {I seriously think this is.. degrading. hahah. I think I can get higher bah.}
math: a1! ==+ {sure cannot one la. don't understand math AT ALL. crazy.}
science: a2 {can. I think. LOL.}
history: a1... {uhm. try la. maybe can, maybe cannot? first time taking, don't know my own standards. --+}
lit: a1. {how to get a1 for lit?! ohmygah.}
d&t: a2. {uh... ><+ I don't get this subject. seriously.}

AHHHH.

average: 72.9

HOW TO GET? ><+

MSG: 1.43

that's worse la. ==+

GAHNESS.

I'M FEELING CRAPPILY STRESSED UP NOW.

COMEON.

DAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMNDAMN.

this post is super screwed up.

and I think I'm seriously just fumbling with my speech and thoughts now.

so.. yeah.

whatever.

byebye.

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-02-09T23:47:00.001+08:00

庚宝，生日快乐~~
么么，爱死你了! >3<

2009-02-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

允呐, 生日快乐。

爱你哦~ >3<

hello.

2009-01-26T22:56:00.002+08:00

today, is an amazingly special day.

today, is Jaejoong's birthday.

today, we celebrate.

dear joongie,

I really want to thank you for putting so much joy in my life.

I really want to thank you for making me so happy.

I really want to thank you for singing with such a beautiful voice like yours.

today, is your special day.

although I've only known you for a short time,

my love for you, increases day by day,

hour by hour, minute by minute.

your voice, touches my heart.

your voice, is just like an angel's.

your voice, is like a piece of heaven.

I thank God for putting you in my life,

because if I never knew you,

I know that I would regret it.

did you ever know,

that you're the most beautiful person in the world?

did you ever know,

that someone's heart is aching when you get hurt?

did you ever know,

that so many people love you with all their heart.

it's not easy to maintain a good impression on people,

but in my heart, you have.

you said that you give people a cold expression,

making them think that you're hard to get close to.

but, to tell you the truth,

you're not.

you're the most heartwarming person I've ever seen.

you touch my heart with your smile.

your smile, brightens up my entire day.

one funny action from you, can make me laugh for a week.

I can't stop thinking about your cuteness,

I can't stop thinking about whatever you do.

I'm worried when you're sick,

I'm scared that you'll be overly tired with all your work.

you find joy in singing to us.

I find joy, in looking at you.

please, continue to compose lovely melodies for us to listen to.

because, your music brings happiness to my life.

thank you, for loving your fans so much.

thank you, for caring for us.

thank you, for all the sweet little actions you do to protect us.

thank you, for coming into my life.

I really love you.

you're an angel; the most beautiful thing in the world.

당신을 사랑합니다!

당신은 세상에서 가장 아름다운 천사.

생일 축하합니다 '내 사랑, 난 당신 생일 소원.

happy birthday, my dear.

happy birthday to you.

xoxo,

Crystal.

2009-01-20T23:15:00.002+08:00

嗯，昨天是某人的生日哦~

所以，要在这里，祝你生日快乐。

这几个月以来，我都很开心，很快乐。

真的想谢谢你，因为你，我的生命变得更精彩了。

然后，谢谢你，帮了我这么多。

快要９个月咯，

迟来的生日祝福，

但是，我还是希望你会永远开心，

不要再忧郁了。

老公，生日快乐。

大BO一个！>3<

爱你哦~！

xoxo,
Crystal.

2009-01-16T22:46:00.003+08:00

HAPPY 7TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY, JAIME DAR. :}

>3<

muah, I love you!

it's been a great 7 months,

I really hope that this will go on.

:D

typing in chinese is easier, so I shall..

嗯。

七个月了，听起来好漫长的说。

然而，你一直陪在我身旁．．

谢谢你每次包容我，陪我玩，

虽然有时候，你都不理我,

可是，我知道你是爱我的..

呵呵，

我真的，很爱很爱，你。

老公，抱抱。

大BO一个，送给你!

爱你哦。

{原本想要放张照片上去，可是才发现，电话里，好像没有我们的合照.. 遗憾啊。}

我真得很想你..

呵呵。

人家说有７年之痒，

我们才７个月．．

应该，不会那么快吧！

哈哈哈，

总之，祝你我７月纪念日快乐。

老公要每天开开心心的哦！

xoxo,
Crystal老婆{哈哈哈}.

2009-01-16T19:21:00.002+08:00

~~why can't I just stop crying, damn.~~

~~I've read too many stories. have to stop. ._.~~

~~and...~~

~~vacation was really.. sad.~~

~~when he got beaten up, I couldn't stop shaking.~~

~~I was trembling, and I was letting out sobs.~~

~~it was so frightening, okay?~~

~~he looked like he was going to get beaten to death.~~

~~I'm so tired, I just want to let all my feelings out.~~

~~staying at home is a bad thing, especially when you do it for a week straight.~~

~~I have to clear my mind, stop thinking too much.~~

~~I don't want to do this anymore.~~

~~I should go write something.~~

~~letit all out.~~

~~someone tell me what to do.~~

~~really.~~

~~I JUST CAN'T FREAKING CHILL.~~

~~argh, fish.~~

~~damn.~~

~~whatever.~~

2009-01-16T16:25:00.002+08:00

~~shiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiitzxczcszx.~~

pardon my language here.

DAMNNNNN.

*smashes keyboard*

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I'M IN A VERY BAD MOOOOOOD.

CRAPPASSSSSSSSS.

ARRRGGGGGHHHHHH.

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?

okay, calm down.

D:

you guys must be thinking what the freaking hell is wrong with me.

NOTHING.

damn.

just...

ahhhhhhhhhh.

being sick is bad enough.

reading fanfiction that messes with your brain, and tortures it is worse.

damn.

why did that story have to turn out like that.

whywhywhywhywhy. ):

WHY.

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I've read BEs before,

and even though this story hasn't ended,

I don't want to continue..

it's messing with my thoughts and my entire brain system.

DAMN.

but I can't stop thinking about it... -.-

AHHH.

SEEEEE.

IT'S MESSING WITH MY MIND.

IT'S JUST A FANFIC YOU IDIOT. {talking to myself, no offence needed.}

IDIOTTTT.

freeeeeaaaaaakkkkkkkk.

argh,

I officially hate that author.

unless she changes the story, with a twist or something,

I DON'T CARE. JUST CHANGE THE DAMN PLOT.

okay, sorrrryyyy.

I know I don't post much,

and now when I post, I post crap all over.

but there's no one to talk to!

I should never have started with this story in the first place.

BUT IT JUST PULLED ME IN, you know?

like, I couldn't stop after I started reading it.

GAH.

WHY.

I want the next chapter to come out!

damn.

hardly any stories make me feel like this.

really.

HARDLY ANY.

only a few of them make me feel like,

"COME ON, UPDATE. DAMN. WILL YOU JUST GIVE ME THE NEXT CHAPTER ALREADY!"

hahaha, only this one,

{I'm not telling you the name of it. ==}

and a few other chinese ones I read on baidu.

十指连心~~~~ 糖糖~~~~

hahaha, my current favourite.

yet another one with a twist.

WHY DO I HAVE TO PICK STORIES,

THAT I KNOW,

HAVE SCENES THAT HAVE THE POWER TO MAKE ME GO MAD,

AND JUST BREAK DOWN AND CRY?!!!?!??!

why is it that the power of words can make someone feel like that?

I don't get it.

I really don't.

anyway, just to summarise my entire post.

DAMN, I'M IN A BAD MOOD, I WANT TO CRY,

I NEED SOMEONE TO TALK TO. BADLY.

yeah, that's it.

thank you for reading my freaking rants.

TAG, ~~or you die.~~

I didn't say that.

bye.

2009-01-14T17:33:00.003+08:00

hellowellohello.

I've been sick for the past few days.. ):

my mom says it's stomach flu,

but the doctor didn't say anything though.

just a lot of headaches, nausea and stomachaches. -.-

GAH.

so I've been sleeping a lot this 2 days,

I'm a lot better now though. :D

well, there's been something going on in my tagboard,

I don't want to say what.

but.. I just want to say to "anon",

please, don't judge me.

if you think I'm not a real fan,

continue thinking that way.

I don't care about your opinion,

and I think that I have the right to say that I am a real fan,

it doesn't mean that when I get something wrong about them,

I'm not a true fan.

how do you know about the love I have for them?

don't judge.

seriously.

if you think I'm wrong, then whatever.

I'm not trying to anti you or anything,

I just feel that your words aren't fair to me.

really.

okayokay,

I won't let this kind of thing get into me.

I'll have a lot of homework to rush this 2 days,

absence from school for 3 days... GAH.

going to die le.

D:

I've been thinking a lot nowadays,

and I've had the idea of writing something for a long time.

something like a story, a fictional one.

should I?

or maybe I should just wait until the holidays.. :x

*asking for opinions* :}

heeeheeee.

alrights, I have to go and take my medicine. *ugh*

8DDD

hahahah, byebyeeeee. :}

will update soon, most likely on saturday, or friday night.

hopefully, I would have finished my homework by then. :D

kays, love you guys! :)

敏感的小笨蛋, 明天你醒来的时候, 我就再也不会放过你了...

我爱你,不是消遣.

LOL, I've been getting a lot of inspiration from fanfics lately. :/

hahaha, okayys. 8D

xoxo,
Crystal.

2008-12-30T23:34:00.004+08:00

I know I said that I won't post this picture,

but I gave in.

I just gave in.

gosh.

it's just so hot, can?

I screamed when I saw it {the video, I mean} ,

my brother can be my witness.

muahahaha,

it's really hottttt. :}

oh, notice the tattoo on JAE's back?

it's so hot.

it says "TVfXQ SOUL".

HOTTTTTTTT~

hahahahaha, I'll show you another photo.

this picture is so cute! :D

hahahaha, yayness.

he's saying, "yunho, are you in there?"

hahahah,

I got that from a baidu page.

just copying the idea. xp

I love this one,

he's trying to be funny la.

LOLOLOLOLOL,

okayokayokay.

enough.

kays,

schoool is re-opening.

awwwwwww,

I have to go chiong holiday homework le.

): ): ):

kayszcxzsxz,

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :D

bye bye bye bye my love, bye bye bye bye my love.

it's finally goodbye between us,

I always knew, but I never wanted to believe it.

after today, I realised that it was never possible,

so it's finally goodbye.

goodbye.

hahaha, song lyrics again.

but it's like, one sentence of song lyric then I add on stuff.

cool right?

I know. xp xp xp

I make up a lot of stuff,

imagination.

hahahaha, I have a good one, I suppose.

kayszxcsx, GOODNIGHT PEOPLES~!

miss you guys.

xoxo.

2008-12-30T23:12:00.003+08:00

hello, hello, hello.

yes, I'm posting, is that surprising or what?

-.-

okay.

so I've realised,

I WANT MIROTIC VERSION C!

it's super nice!

there are four new tracks in the album.

don't say goodbye, love bye love, don't cry my love and wish.

I love the first three, the last one was.. a little not-so-nice.

but still!

it's super hot can?!

I want the damn CD.

will someone be nice and buy it for me? 8D

*sigh*

obviously no one will lor.

I want a lot of things la.

wishlist..

hahah.

1. Mirotic Version C

2. DBSK 2OO9 desk and wall calendar

3. O.Jung.Ban.Hap CD

4. Rising Sun CD

5. Tri-angle CD

6. Tohoshinki 3rd Album, T

7. Concert DVDS~!! {all of them, hahaha}

GAH, I'll have to save up like crap. D: D: D:

diediedie.

super expensive seh.

someone be nice? :/

I almost died today, btw.

literally.

because I saw so many pictures.

of DBSK showing their backs off to me~

hahahahahahah,

I'm not BT okay.

just... saw them. xp

HOTTTTTTTTTTTTT.

I won't show you, just in case you call me perverted.

-.-''

I seriously love "Don't Say Goodbye".

and.. "Don't Cry My Love".

the second one was written by my dear JAEEEEE.

:DDD

okayokayokay, late le.

I need to sleep.

SOMEONE, PLEASE BE NICE AND GRANT MY WISHES. (:

don't say goodbye, you are my everything to me.

please don't say goodbye.

xoxo,

Crystal.

2008-12-28T15:15:00.015+08:00

hellowellohello!

it's been 10 days since I last posted.

2008's going to end soon, in 3 days to be exact.

it's been a great year,

getting to know new friends,

new IDOLS, {you know who I'm talking about~}

and learning lots of new information and knowledge.

I admit that a part of this year was a little screwed up,

but I really thank God that He has brought me through all this.

thank you~ :D

birthday wishes! :}

15th December - JUNSU OPPA!
19th December - Daddy & Bro~
24th December - Mommy~
25th December - Christmas!
26th December - DBSK! :D
27th December - Jaslyn~

Dear Junsu OPPA,

thank you for all the joy you've brought to me,

your voice amazes me.

you're really funny, and I love your jokes & your little actions brighten my day.

happy 22nd birthday~ :D

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Daddy,

saranghaeyo~

happy birthday! :}

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear little brother of mine,

I know we fight a lot and stuff,

but you bring me joy with your goofy actions and funny jokes.

I don't say this often, so enjoy it. :D

I love you! :))

happy birthday! :]

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Mommy,

haha, I know there's a high chance of you not reading this,

but all I want to say is, thank you for your love & care!

saranghaeyo.

happy birthday! ;D

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Dear Jaslyn,

happy birthday! :D

sorry, I forgot yours.

you've always managed to cheer me up~

and you've always been a great friend! :}

you know I love you.

muahahaha.

---------------------------------------------------------------------------------

and the greatest love of all.

happy birthday DBSK~!

actually, it's their 5th anniversary.

though I haven't known them for a very long period of time,

I just want to say that they are the very best thing that happened to me,

ever.

the first song I heard was Hey! (don't bring me down),

and I thought, even though I didn't understand the meaning of that song,

the power of their voices and their dance moves,

simply amazed me.

they looked very young, and I was surprised at the maturity of their voices.

so I went to a lot of websites to search for their information,

to get to know them better.

and I realised that there were stories behind their success,

painful ones, in fact.

well, I admit that the very first look at them, I fell in love with their looks.

then after I closely looked at each one of them,

I became crazy over KIMJAEJOONG.

why?

he said that when people look at him,

they would think that he was hard to get close to,

he thought he looked cold and mysterious.

but I didn't think that way.

I saw a very good-looking face, a hot bod,

and heard an angel's voice, singing out for everyone to hear.

you know, I just want to say,

don't dislike them just because of their nationality,

like them, not because of their looks,

but the feeling they give you and their personality.

I may sound really fangirly now, but these come from the bottom of my heart.

JAE,

I love your voice, it's really etched in my mind.

I know you're the oldest of them all,

and I know you're actually a very soft person under those strong covers.

the time I saw you, smiling at the Rising Sun showcase,

telling all your fans that you didn't hurt at all, and you wouldn't let us see a moment of you in pain,

my heart really broke.

I just want to see the real you.

and everytime I see news that you're sick,

I just want you to get well as soon as possible,

because I don't want to see you in a weak state.

you're HERO JAEJOONG.

you're my hero. :)

saranghaeyo oppa, saranghaeyo.

YUNHO,

you're the leader, so continue pushing DBSK to its best.

thank you for always being there for your members,

I know it's tough.

you know you can do it. :D

I heard once, that when you have troubles,

you go to Jae to let out.

that's good, don't bottle everything up.

saranghae.

CHANGMIN,

you're really adorable,

and mature for your age,

even though you're the youngest in the group.

thanks for caring for your hyungs,

same thing goes to you,

don't bottle everything up.

your voice is really powerful,

and I really think that you rock. :))

saranghae~

YOOCHUN,

your english rocks! :DD

hahaha, seriously.

the songs you write, are really good.

I hear the feelings you're trying to portray,

really, your songs bring out the best of you guys.

JUNSU,

read above post { 15th december }!

you guys used 5 years, to exchange for a lifetime of promise.

thank you.

I won't change heart this time.

I promise.

KJJ - Kim Jaejoong {Hero Jaejoong}, my absolute love.

JYH - Jung Yunho {U-Know Yunho}, a born dancer.

SCM - Shim Changmin {Max Changmin}, an amazing tenor.

KJS - Kim Junsu {Xiah Junsu}, the cutest of them all.

PYC - Park Yoochun {Micky Yoochun}, a great composer.

these 5 people make up DongBangShinKi,

and they will stay in my heart forever. :)

thank you. really. thank you.

okayokayokay, enough of the fangirl-ing.

LOL.

so, school is starting in a couple of days.

GAH, I have holiday homework to finish.

ohno!

alrighty, I'll pop in for a new year's greeting. :D

I promise~!

really.

你把我当成石膏, 再不跟我吵.

是不是一种预告, 假装都看不到, 不再重要.

我不会再跟你闹.

无言是一种毒药, 更象一把刀.

切开我们的拥抱, 到底爱剩多少?

需要思考, 承诺随爱蒸发掉.

不想再当配角, 安静让我动摇, 我想逃跑..

我听到你冷战的心跳, 两败俱伤的记号, 闪躲不了.

我知道莫名其妙, 求饶也不会是解药, 不如弃权走掉.

面对冷的空气, 冷的墙壁, 冷到昏迷, 冷到我真的快窒息.

冷战到何时能平息, 放我离去..

无言是一种毒药, 更象一把刀.

切开我们的拥抱, 到底爱剩多少?

需要思考, 承诺随爱蒸发掉.

不想再当配角, 安静让我动摇, 我想逃跑..

我听到你冷战的心跳, 两败俱伤的记号, 闪躲不了.

我知道莫名其妙, 求饶也不会是解药, 不如弃权走掉.

面对冷的空气, 冷的墙壁, 冷到昏迷, 冷到我真的快窒息.

冷战到何时能平息, 放我离去.

我听到你冷战的心跳, 两败俱伤的记号, 闪躲不了.

我知道莫名其妙, 求饶也不会是解药, 不如弃权走掉.

面对冷的空气, 冷的墙壁, 冷到昏迷, 冷到我真的快窒息.

就让回忆停止呼吸, 成冰.

我听到你冷战的心跳, 两败俱伤的记号, 闪躲不了.

我知道莫名其妙, 求饶也不会是解药, 不如弃权走掉.

面对冷的空气, 冷的墙壁, 冷到昏迷, 冷到我真的快窒息.

冷战到何时能平息, 放我离去..

- 冷战 by 杨丞琳

my current favourite song~!

other than DBSK's songs la. xp

hahaha, yeah.

kays, I got to go to this cousin's wedding dinner now..

never see before de. LOL.

deedadum.

okayokayokay, wahahah.

bye~! :}

xoxo, Crystal.

2008-12-18T12:24:00.004+08:00

hello!

here I am, giving one of those random updates, according to jaslyn<3!

MUAHAHAH.

so, surprisingly, or should I say amazingly.. I woke up at 7 today...

uh, why?!?

I don't know the reason though.

I dreamt of weird stuff, some were disturbing.

then my mom came into my room in both my dream and reality,

the beep from the aircon, the fan blowing at my feet and the lights woke me up.

I wasn't having a goodnight's sleep anyway. ):

GAH.

I slept at... 1?

and then woke up at 7~

6 hours of sleep.

but tomorrow, I have to go to school...

by 8 somemore.

GAH.

sec one registration mah~

HAHAHA. okayokay, I'm crapping..

so, the moment I woke up, I ate my breakfast.

then I started watching baby shows on TV,

what?!?!!?

you mean you expect something nice to be on TV at 7.30am in the morning?

-.-'' zzzzz.

okay, so I switched on the laptop,

then I started going crazy.

hahaha, I was YUNJAE-ing~~

I was laughing my head off at one time,

then my eyes were red the next moment.

GAHHHHHHHH.

I'M GOING CRAZY~~~

hahaha, okayokay.

ignore me.

sorry~

BLEHHHHHH.

huimin a-yi, don't discriminate~!

YUNJAE~ MY LOVE.

but you know I still love you.

hahaha. :D

ohohoh, I heard 'Wrong Number' on MTV~

ABSOLUTE YAYNESS! :}

wahaha, I was squealing my head off, then I started singing along.

cool, I can rap a bit of JAEJOONG's part~!

buahaha.

MIROTIC IS SEXY~~~~~~~

LOLOLOLOLOL. ignore that too.

okayokayokayokay, I'm just crapping here, seriously.

crapcrapcrapcrap. nothing to say. GAH.

): ): ): ):

kekeke.

okay, will update soon.

I'll be a nice person. :D :D :D

haha, crap.

why have I fallen in love with you? can I ask for an answer? I need one..

hahaha, the first sentence is the name of my favourite song~

which is apparently the first song in my playlist, yes, that NICE song..

hahaha, I'm crapping again!

lalala~

xoxo,

Crystal.

2008-12-16T02:53:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUNSU OPPA~!

I'm sorry that this comes a bit late. ):

15th december~!

although I haven't been a fan of you guys for a long time,

I really like all of you.

your voice is really great, and I really like your dance moves too!

also, I really like the jokes you tell, you're really funny. :Dthanks for all the joy you guys have given to me! :))

DONGBANGSHINKI<3333!

saranghaeyo~

hahah, craze. :D

well, I really wish that JUNSU oppa had a great birthday. :D

NEXT ONE ON THE LIST.

JAEJOONG OPPA~~~~~~

MY ABSOLUTE LOVE!!

january 26th,

I'll be waiting baby, I will. :D

well, it's 2.58 am now,

I really have to go sleep. zzz.

tired le. D:

so, goodnight!

I really miss you guys.

seeing you again, was really such a surprise, because I never dreamt of catching a glimpse of your face once more. thank you, because you gave me something that no one has, and that is the power to dream and the power to move on.

see how good I am at coming up with this kind of thing? :D

hahaha. :}

zi4 kua1.. {自PIA~~}

I know you guys don't get it, nevermind. :PPP

豆花王道!!!

yunjae~~~~~ :D

LOLOLOL, I'M CRAZZZAAYYEEE. :}

love you guys!

xoxo,

Crystal.

2008-12-11T00:29:00.002+08:00

hello people!

I know I've been a very, very, very rare updater. ):

but, I've missed you guys, seriously.

these few weeks have just been a breeze, flying past like that.

I have to start on my holiday homework, damn.

why is there even holiday homework?!

awww.

so, I've been tudou-ing, fangirl-ing {over DBSK~ duh!}, bloghopping, listening to songs and fanfiction-ing.

and I've realised one thing.

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE..

YUNJAE~~~ <3333333

they look, seriously, NICEEEE. (:

hahahaha, I should post a picture of them sometime. :D

YUNJAE ROCKS.

buahahahaha. :}

I have absolutely nothing left to say. I don't know why.

CHRISTMAS WISHES:

1. TOHOSHINKI 3RD LIVE TOUR DVD
2. MIROTIC VERSION C

aiya, anything related to DBSK will do. :DDDD

hahahahah, kidding. :))

okayokay, I'll try to update as soon as I can.

:D

I miss you guys!

I haven't heard anything inspirational lately.. ):

xoxo,
Crystal.

2008-11-30T20:20:00.003+08:00

"when life hands you lemons, you.....
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

throw them at people, then run away laughing.

LOLOLOLOL.

2008-11-30T20:16:00.006+08:00

I FINALLY BOUGHT DBSK<3's MIROTIC~!!

GAH.

YAYNESS.

I FINALLY GOT IT.

wahaha~

DBSK IS LOVEDDDD!

loves,
'Crys(:

2008-11-26T17:49:00.003+08:00

hey, I got tagged with this dumb thing.

so enjoy! :)

1. who tagged you with this ?
Jonathan Wai
2. do you have secrets ?
yes. who doesn’t?
3. would you fall in love with a girl older than you ?
hmm, I’m straight. So NO! -.-
4. do you enjoy going to school ?
sometimes. not always. :D
5. will you fall in love with your best friends ?
maybe? there’s a possibility for everything. I guess.
6. which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone ?
both, I can’t decide.
7. List out 15 of your favourite songs .
- Mirotic
- Wrong Number
- Hey! (don’t bring me down)
- 安静了
- 沿海公路的出口
- 慢半拍
- 月光
- 傻里傻气
- 我还想她
- 说好的幸福呢
- 你不是真正的快乐
- 突然好想你
- 草戒指
- 永远在身边
- 带我走
- 爱太痛
- 夏雨诗
8. If the person you secretly like is already attached . what would you do ?
uh, forget him?
9. Is there anything that make you extremely happy ?
DBSK & JAEJOONG~ :D
10. what makes you angry ?
a lot of things. muahahah.
11. how would you see yourself , in next 10 years time .
hmmmm, let’s see. in university? having a boyfriend? I can’t predict th future. can you?
12. who is the currently most important person to you ?
everyone’s important.
14. List out your 5 favourite singers / bands .
- DBSK!
- S.H.E.
- 杨宗纬
- 萧敬腾
- 五月天
15. what is your favourite colour ?
orange!
16. would you give in all in a relationship ?
of course. if you say no, I’m not friends with you anymore. and I’m serious.
17. if you fall in love with two people in the same time , who will you pick ?
I would pick th one that loves me more.
18. would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing that someone had done ?
maybe.
19. what do you want to tell the someone you like ?
my true feelings?!
20. what tv show you most addicted to now ?
shows that feature DBSK~!
21. what will you do with a billion dollars .
hmm, save half, donate some, then spend some. :}
22. whose message will make you smile ?
hmm, almost everybody.
23. who would make you smile and cry for her ?
I don't know.
24. 5 people i have tagged .
yingjiao a-yi
huimin a-yi
rui jun
ltm
jonathan wai [ hah, I tagged you back. ] xp
26. something you wanna say to the person who tagg you this
BLEH. DON’T YOU DARE TAG ME BACK.

[ONE] Who are your last three texts from?
toby, toby, my mom.
[TWO] Where was your default pic taken ?
from a video. :D
[THREE]What is your middle name?
I don’t have one, are you an idiot?
[FOUR]Your current relationship status?
single. and happy with it.
[FIVE] Does the person you like, like you back?
no? 'cause I don’t like anyone at th moment.
[SIX] What is your current mood?
I’m fangirly-ish and happy. ;D
[SEVEN] Whats your mum's name?
Mommy.
[EIGHT] What color shirt are you wearing?
grey.
[NINE] Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
yeah, my mom. :D
[TEN] If you could go back in time and change something would you?
I would. definitely.
[ELEVEN] Do you have a crazy side?
YES! I show it all th time, haven’t you noticed?
[FOURTEEN] Angry at anyone?
hmm, maybe.
[FIFTEEN] Do you want to see somebody right now?
yes. DBSK~! LOLOLOLOL.
[SIXTEEN] Do you like drama?
uh-huh, I love drama.
[SEVENTEEN] When was the last time you cried?
just now. :x
[NINETEEN] Who is your hero?
KIM JAEJOONG! :D { hero jaejoong mah! }
[TWENTY] What is the one thing you notice about the opposite sex first?
his eyes & his smile.
[TWENTY-TWO] What’s your biggest secret?
my biggest secret is.. I have a secret that cannot be told. :D
[TWENTY-FOUR] Where did you kiss the last person you kissed?
at home.
where's question 25?
[TWENTY-SIX] What are you eating or drinking at the moment?
I’m having my dinner. does that explain everything to you?
[TWENTY-SEVEN] Do you speak any other language?
other than…? chinese, hokkien, very basic jap and korean. enough?!?!?!
[TWENTY-EIGHT] Whats your favorite smell?
hmm, th smell of someone cooking.
[TWENTY-NINE] Describe your life?
my life’s pretty much.. screwed up.
[THIRTY] Have you ever kissed in the rain?
nope. I’ve seen people do it though. { ISWAK! :D }
[THIRTY-ONE] Do you like the rain?
yes! I love rain.
[THIRTY-TWO] What are you thinking about right now?
jaejoong~ { hahah. } and about finishing this DAMN quiz.
[THIRTY-THREE] What should you be doing?
homework, and finishing my dinner. I’m hungry la, damnit.
[THIRTY-FOUR] What is your favorite memory?
hmm, I have many favourite memories.
[THIRTY-FIVE] What are you listening to?
Hey! (don’t bring me down) by DBSK<3333!
[THIRTY-SIX] Who was the last person you told i love you to?
my parents. :D
[THIRTY-SEVEN] Who was the last person you yelled at?
hmm, hillary. for stepping on my gown while singing. xp
[THIRTY-EIGHT] Do you act differently around the person you like?
yes, very differently.
question 39 ran away..
[FORTY] Who was the last person to make you smile?
DBSK. :D { jaejoong~ }
Tag 5 people to do this quiz:
you.
him.
her.
they.
whatever.

I've realised that my colour combinations are bad! :D

hahaha, nice.

kay, I'll update soooooooon.

and you do know soon means... never. xp

hahah, just kidding. :D

saranghaeyo.

loves,
'Crys(:

2008-11-26T01:41:00.001+08:00

I changed my playlist! :D

but.. crazily.

my playlist is full of korean songs, sung by DBSK, duh.

hahahaha, sorry if I appear all fangirly now,

I'm really in a I-love-DBSK mood.

hahahahah.

:D

I still love you guys though!

'Crys(:

ps, three posts in one day, aren't I nice? xp

2008-11-26T01:19:00.005+08:00

KIM JAEJOONG~! <33333

gah, I love that guy. :D

*fangirl-ing*

wakaka.

saranghaeyo. :)

eeeeks, I'm going crazy.

GAH.

ps. ignore this post.

loves,
'Crys(:

2008-11-26T00:57:00.005+08:00

hello world!

I know I've been a very rare updater.

gah.

sorry.

):

hahah.

so, nowadays I've just been watching random videos, listening to songs and y'know, normal stuff.

hmm, but th only band on my playlist is DBSK!

wahaha, I love DBSK.

GAH.

their songs are super niceee.

okay. so status update.

yesterday, we had th World-in-Singapore Concert, at th Esplanade.

it was my first actual concert, so I have to say, I was preeetty nervous up there.

it was kinda scary.

but we were great, yesterday's performance was th greatest we had,

for every practice and rehearsal.

I was so overwhelmed at th sound of th jap song, it was really good.

we rocked th house down! literally, of course. :D

so, we reached th esplanade at about 1.30, then we put our stuff down at th theatre.

after that we went for practice.

at 3.45, there was a break and we had some snacks.

after that, we stayed in th theatre for about 2 hours and we practically slacked th entire time away.

then we went for dinner, it was quite good.

fried rice, with vegetables, teriyaki chicken and fish rings. :d

LOL.

then after that, we went to change after I passed th tickets to my parents.

and then make up, then we warmed up, and went into th gallery.

it was so scary.

gah.

my first reaction was, ohmygosh, so many people!

but there were more coming in every minute.

GAH.

okay, so we heard this piano soloist together with a group of concordists.

quite pro, he looked young.

next up was th TANJONG KATONG SECONDARY SCHOOL band,

I TELL YOU, THEY RULE! gah.

they are so pro.

they played one song first{forgot th name :x}, then they played mamma mia, and dancing queen.

NICEEEEEEEE.

the most pro one, "A DEEP PURPLE MEDLEY".

it was SO GOOD.

there were saxophone soloists, and trombones?

I forgot.

but they were really, really, really good.

they stood up and moved along with th music as they played.

SO PRO!

hahah.

after that was quite boring, 'cause th australian international school band played four music pieces that we didn't hear of before.

then, it was our nightmare.

LOLOLOL.

it was quite good actually.

just that I was so nervous.

GAH.

so we sang 'the power of the dream'.

th soloists were good, but allison was th BEST.

hahah.

before we started singing, th conductor made this funny face at us...

LOL.

okay so after that, a funny thing happened.

th song finished, and one of th soloists wanted to present th conductor with a bouquet of flowers, but th conductor just walked away.

HAHAHAHAHAH!

okay, then we had to sing th jap song.

which I stupidly forgot part of th lyrics to. -.-

and mr kajiyama was so overwhelmed!!

he was like, so high.

hahahah.

he rocks.

then we encored, singing th second verse of th jap song.

it was SO NICE.

LOL.

I was really so happy with our performance.

we did great, great job guys!

ohohoh, after that, when we were back in th theatre, me, eunice, venessa, abigail and hillary had this hilarious conversation.

we were talking about th drummer from tanjong katong secondary school band.

so me and abigail were saying that he was so handsome! hahaha.

then venessa said that he was okay.

then abigail said that th band major was more handsome.

so I kept telling her that I didn't see th band major's face.

hahahah. but I'm telling you that th drummer was really handsome luh!

LOLOLOLOLOL.

yayness, my post is done. :D

kays, I'll update soon! :}

baby, my heart beats for you. [ extracted from 'Crazy Love' by DBSK ]

loves,

'Crys(:

2008-11-14T14:45:00.002+08:00

LOL.

something COOL just happened.

Mr Anonymous 无名 Jr. says: so... whassup

crystal; gah, I think I'm in love with korean singers.; 老婆我可以亲哪里? LOL. says: so, what's up?

crystal; gah, I think I'm in love with korean singers.; 老婆我可以亲哪里? LOL. says: BOND.

Mr Anonymous 无名 Jr. says: ohoh, I thought the ceiling was up.

amazingly,

me and angel had th same conversation yesterday night. O.O

our conversation at MIDNIGHT.
me: heylo.
angel: hey
me: angelllll.
angel: wassap senior?
me: hahahah what's up JUNIOR. :}
angel: hmmm. the sky senior
me: hahahaha.
me: the ceiling, junior.
angel: wow. i didnt know tt!
angel: thanks for enlightening me
me:hahahaha you're welcome.

hahahaha, great minds think alike.

MUAHAHAHA. :D

loves.

2008-11-14T14:04:00.002+08:00

gah.

I think I'm falling in love with korean singers especially SUPERJUNIOR.

WHY!?!!?

nevermind.

I do hope it's just a phase. o.o

please say it's just a phase.

butbutbutbut.

superjunior is really nice.

LOL, so much for just a phase.

I LOVE 郑元畅!

wahah.

now, that's not just a phase.

it's like. love.

hahaha, what am I talking about. o.o

I'm being like crappily high here.

goshhhh, th korean thing has gotten into me.

GAH.

我的亿万面包 COUNTDOWN: 2 DAYYYYSSSSS.

*squeals*

I really can't wait. :}

th trailer is so cute! :D

& I don't believe th fact that 法兰克 actually sacrificed his love for 善美 just because he thought that she would be happy with that 金恩浩. crapass.

but he's so... 伟大!

just for her to be happy.

*clap clap*

gahhhhh, 郑元畅变帅了!

hor,

他帅呆了啦!

he cut his hair and dyed it brown.

then he went to straighten his teeth. *HIS SMILE IS SO NICE. SUNSHINE SMILE*

gah.

then he went to slim down, not that he was fat or anything.

GAH.

okay, now I'm just crapping.

you can heck this post if you want to.

I'm just crazy over th guy, you don't have to care if you don't want to.

:} hehhhh.

oh by th way,

congrats deborahLOVEE,

your 'O's are FINALLY over. :D

happyhappy.

now about going out. I'm stuck at home! D:

boringggggg.

gahhhh.

someone, 约我出去.

please.

I can't stand being stuck at home. ):

dates lined up this holidays:

1. tinmei, cass, eunice. :D

2. LOW SZETING!

3. jaime dar<33.

4. deb?

5. choir members. gahh, cca.

6. debate people. gahhhhh. nationals. ): ):

hahaha, duh.

nevermind though, I can't wait for outings and dates! :D

ohohohoh.

7. jonathan waiiiii. :D

movie, movie! :}

oh, anyone up for bond?

heard from JonW that it was action, action, action with no obvious plot.

gah.

and I actually missed HSM3. ack.

and butterfly lovers.

ack.

I wanted to see wuzun la.

D:

nevermind.

I'll just wait for th DVDs. :))

OH RIGHT!

another countdown.

COUNTDOWN TO 沈春华live show: 1 DAYYYYYYYYYY. :}

now, you guys must be wondering why I would be watching this kinda thing. -.-

hmm, I usually don't.

butbutbutbutbutbutbut.

wakakaka~

xiaozong & yi chen will be on th next episode. :D

can't wait, can't wait.

it's really funny.

and a lot of things were said on th show that shocked me.

and I want to hear them. personally.

hahahah, 名句.

主持人：他是不是你喜欢的那个型？[ 他 refers to yichen ]

小综: 我每次看我们宣传的杂志, 都会说，喔，这个越看越美，越看越美。而且依晨是我爸心目中的那个... [ turns to his sister ]

小综的姐姐：最佳好媳妇。

小综：好媳妇。

then everyone bursts into laughter, and yichen BLUSHES.

aww. :D

LOLOLOL.

really can't wait. GAH. :D

ohkayeeee.

I'll update again sooooon.

like I said, you can heck this post.

oh wait!

you already finished reading it. don't crap at me kay. :)

I'm just.. HIGHHHHHHHHH.

up in th sky. :DD

hahahahahaha. {:

superjunior rocks. :D

there's a scar left in my heart, no matter how many damn times you apologise.

waha, nice line right?

I know, I know.

I have th talent of a poet. :]]

nah, I'm just kidding.

:D

I love you.

loves,
Crys(:

SUPER boring holidays.

2008-11-05T23:06:00.003+08:00

heyyyyyy. :D

sorry for not updating for so long.

buahahaha, I've been lazy. D:

my holidays have been really, really, really, boring!

ugh.

same routine everyday. D:

wake up LATE. eat lunch. com. tv. eat dinner. com. tv. sleep real late.

then th entire routine is repeated!

yayness.

BUT.

I have been a good girl,

and I've been doing my homework! :x

o.o okayyyy.

hmm, I've been reading fan fiction on th com till th wee hours of th morning. xp

that's crazzzzzaaayyyyeeee,

but it's what's keeping me high everyday,

and not a dead zombie like some people. ;x

uhuhuh.

I WANT LOW SZETING TO COME TO MY HOUSE!

FASTER COME LA. -.-

hahaha, I want to go out!

I'm so bored, especially when there's nothing to watch on TV..

I miss so many people,

like deborahLOVEE,

and my friends, like cass, eunice [ I know you're going to read this :D ], jaime, meipeng.

must go out soon okay! :D

I don't think that I did anything wrong, and I think that if you want to think that about me, just continue thinking, I don't care about your opinion anymore. I was so foolish to think that we could last forever, but I guess I was wrong, SO wrong. I can't help but laugh at that foolish self of me, following you around, NEVER. I won't forget this, I just want to forget you and everything we did. Every single minute you spent with me; I want it all forgotten, just GO, away, FARAWAY from my life, and me.

我的亿万面包 IS COMING OUT IN 12 DAYS! *countdown* :D

*squeals*

小综，去追依晨啦！加油 LOVEEEE. :}}

MUST GO WATCH 我的亿万面包 OKAYYYY.

super funnnnaaaayyyyyeeeee, and cute. :]]

muahahahaha.

kayyys, I guess that's all for t'day. :D

IMY GUYS A LOTTTT. know that. :)

I love you deborah.

byeeeee. :)

loves,
Crys`LOVE.

2008-10-28T15:23:00.002+08:00

heyyyyy. :D

th hols are here!

finally.

but it also signifies th end of my secondary one life. D:

haha, I've met so many people this year.

ain't that great! new friends. :D

ohoh.

I LOVE 'CRUSH' BY DAVID ARCHULETA.

it's like super niceeee. :))

yayness.

there's a class bbq tomorrow!

hahah, I can't wait.

but.

there's also a 6a HSM3 outing!

ohno.

which one should I go for?

right.

uh.

so, my EOY results were super screwed up.

I'll work super hard next year and th years to come man. :D

jiayou~!

ohoh.

and th meth cup?

:/

we lost 5 out of 6 rounds.

zz.

but it was good.

it was a great learning experience for me.

because..

for my first speech..

I got 70/100!

superduperuber happy seh.

LOL.

because for a first timer, my scores ain't half bad y'know. :D

YAY. ;D

alrights.

will be posting more since it's th hols,

look out for more!

loves,
'Crys(:

BIRTHDAY WISHES.

2008-10-10T19:07:00.005+08:00

BIRTHDAY WISHES!

okay so, october is a month where MANY people have their birthdays.

so here's a special post for youuu. :D

1st october. JET.

hey jetttt. happy birthday wor.

you ah, really ah. veh funny. and veh vulgar.

somehow those are th only two words to describe you. o.o

nehmind haha. continue to be th FUNNNNNYYY you lor. :D

7th october. HUIMIN A-YI!

ohmygosh, a-yi. you're so old.

hahahah. no offence. :D

hmm.

thanks for cheering me up always, and being there for me when I needed someone.

I won't forget th 'date' we had in IMM that day.

a cheap and good lunch, followed by taking CRAZZZYYEEEE pictures [edited after JONATHAN WAI warned me about th word "CAMWHORE"] !

ohoh, and liyingjiao's smses. WRINKLE CREEEEAM!

LOL.

ohmy. it was th bestest. :D

and then mugging at *kopitiam*,

and macs!

fries, mcflurry, mudpie mcflurry. o.o so fattening.

hahaha. and then SHITMAN, GAYMAN, SUPERGAYMAN.

and th football&ocean jokes. whoa. HILARIOUS.

you won't fail your design, don't worry. :D

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY!(:

10th october: NANCY!

hey NANCY!

thanks for always being there, and I really want to thank you for brightening my day every time I'm down. :D

thanks for being so high and hyper always. (:

thanks for your love, because I know that no matter what, you'll always be there for me, cheering me on, supporting me. ;D

I also know that someone cares for me, that special someone is you.

11th october. DARRYL SEAHHHH.

ohmygoshhhh. you're so old! :x kidding. hahah.

okay so, YOU OWE ME A TREAT!

lols, maybe I should treat you la, since it's your birthday. :D

I have a surprise for you. :x not telling.

hmm, should I specially make a trip to buy for you? ><>

I really want to thank you that you have brought us through this period of time and difficulty, I just want to say that I really needed your help and love during this period of time, and I really felt it, especially when I was feeling weary and tired. I want to pray that all of us, will have th willpower and talent of speech during th oral, and that we will all impress th examiners with our conversation and oral reading, and we'll all know how mighty you are, oh God. I just pray that, God, you will heal us from all weariness, and you will repair our tired souls, and regain them. I really hope that we'll all make it through this time, and after all th difficulties have passed, we will praise you, oh Lord, and that we will worship you. Hallelujah. In your most precious name I pray, Amen. :)

I really hope that you will be able to pass through this tiring period of time, and that you will use your heart to praise th Lord. :D

I LOVE YOU GUYS!

happy birthday.

sorry for th black and white posting.

no mood for colours.

loves,
` Crys(:

2008-10-02T14:43:00.004+08:00

I never knew I could hurt like this,
and everyday life goes on like,
" I wish I could talk to you for a while."
"I miss you but I try not to cry."

deborah,

promise me you'll take care of yourself,

don't push yourself too hard.

if you can't go on,

pause for a while,

if you collapse,

what will happen to me?

please.

don't make me worry.

please.

I love you.

this is to my friends who are stressed for th upcoming exams,

remember that God will always be there for you,

leading and guiding you through every situation and problem.

dear God,

I know that the exams have caused a lot of stress to everybody, including the stronger ones I know. Lord, I pray that you will help them through this period of time, I pray that you will lead them and guide them through this difficult time of the year. I know that you will help them by giving them the strength to move on, the clarity of mind during the exam, and the concentration and focus they need through this tough time. Because everyone is just so tired out, I pray that you can work your healing hands on those who are sick, and give rest to whoever is weary. Just like in Isaiah 40, God, you are the everlasting God, the Creator of the ends of the earth. You will not grow tired or weary, and your understanding, no one can fathom. You give strength to the weary, and increase the power of the weak. Even youths stumble and fall, and those who hope in You will renew their strength, they will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint. I know that You will let them regain their strength. You will also give them the power of wisdom and knowledge that they need during the examination, and that they will have a memory enough to hold everything that is beyond what they are studying, and to hold everything that is essential for tomorrow's exam and beyond, and I know that we will do well because we have faith and trust that you will help us, we know that you will help us if we help ourselves. This is a very important time and I really pray that, Lord, you will empower us with your glory, and you will give us light, and lead us through. I know that you will be beside us, always, because you are the Lord, our God, and You love your children. Hallelujah, thank you Lord. In your most precious name I pray, Amen. :)

I hope that this prayer will encourage you to do well for your EOYs,

I know that we all can do well!

ALL TH BEST! :}

loves,
`Crys(:

2008-09-28T20:22:00.001+08:00

4 MORE DAYS TO EOYS.

cheer me on, people. :}

you guys must add oil also okay? :D

love you guys oh-so-much!

` Crys(:

quizzes!

2008-09-28T19:10:00.004+08:00

hello people!

I have a series of quizzes for you today,

so die doing them hahah. :}

1ST QUIZ

A.1. Put your music player on all your music, then shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. NO CHEATING!
4. Tag 5 people.
5. with the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.

1. HOW ARE YOU FEELING TODAY?Gotta Go My Own Way [yes, I gotta go my own way, away from you.]
2. WILL YOU GET FAR IN LIFE?Reason [there’s a reason why I will get far in life? what is it?]
3. HOW DO YOUR FRIENDS SEE YOU?Numb [yea, people see me as being numb.]
4. WILL YOU GET MARRIED?With All I Am [I’ll get married with all I am.]
5. WHAT IS YOUR BEST FRIEND'S THEME SONG?When You’re Gone [hahaha, she misses me.]
6. WHAT IS THE STORY OF YOUR LIFE?Low [my life is so low.]
7. WHAT WAS HIGH SCHOOL LIKE?Reflection [it was a reflection of my life.]
8. HOW CAN YOU GET AHEAD IN LIFE?Apologize [LOL! getting ahead in life by apologizing.]9. WHAT IS THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDS?永不放弃 [they never give up!]
10. WHAT IS IN STORE FOR THIS WEEKEND?Pushin’ Me Away [someone will push me away.]
11. TO DESCRIBE YOUR GRANDPARENTS?Jenny [none of their names are Jenny, though. LOL.]
12. HOW IS YOUR LIFE GOING?BB Good [it’s good.]
13. WHAT SONG WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?One Man Show [I was a loner when I was alive.]
14. HOW DOES THE WORLD SEE YOU?Keep Holding On [I hold on to everything, I don’t quit.]15. WILL YOU HAVE A HAPPY LIFE?Got Me Going Crazy [YES! I’ll be so happy that I’ll go mad.]
16. WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS REALLY THINK OF YOU?千里之外 [they think that I am very far away, like they think I’m a loner in Q13, and numb in Q3.]
17. DO PEOPLE SECRETLY LUST AFTER YOU?Sexyback [ohmygosh.]
18. HOW CAN I MAKE MYSELF HAPPY?Inconsolable [hahaha, I’m inconsolable, so I can’t be happy.]
19. WHAT SHOULD YOU DO WITH YOUR LIFE?Because Of You [I would find a you? uhm.]20. WILL YOU EVER HAVE CHILDREN?Lovebug [hahaha I caught a lovebug, so I guess I’ll have children?]
21. WHAT SONG WOULD YOU STRIP TO?Hate That I Love You [hahahahaha. OMG. how can? I hate that I love you, and I’m stripping to it? -.- so stupid la.]
22. IF A MAN IN A VAN OFFERED YOU CANDY, WHAT WOULD YOU DO?Smack That [hahahah, I would smack him!]
23. WHAT DOES YOUR MUM THINK OF YOU?
Don’t Stop The Music [true, I can’t get away from music.]
24. WHAT IS YOUR DEEP DARK SECRET?Complicated [I’m a very complicated person, a lot of deep dark secrets are within me.]
25. WHAT IS YOUR MORTAL ENEMY'S THEME SONG?Since U Been Gone [hahah, since I'm gone, my mortal enemy has been so happy.]
26. WHAT'S YOUR PERSONALITY LIKE?Nobody’s Home [I’m a loner! that’s why nobody’s home.]
27. WHAT SONG WILL BE PLAYED AT YOUR WEDDING?Irreplaceable [yes, I’m irreplaceable in my husband’s heart. duh.]

tagged: huimin, szeting, ruijun, jonathan, ltm.

2ND QUIZ

[11] People tagged with this quiz-huimin a-yi
-yingjiao a-yi
-shijia
-annabel
-shihui godma
-toby daddy
-jonathan daddy
-ltm mummy
-meipeng
-jaslyn
-szeting
[ 10 ] Firsts.
First Best Friend: Millicent:D
First Pet: fishy!(:
First Piercing: p2
First Crush: uhm. secret. :D
First CD : baby time! *twinkle twinkle little star..* LOL.
First Car: red sports carr:D toy(:
First Stuffed Animal: uh. elmo I think. or D.W. hmm.
First Love: mummy&daddy;D
First Place Called Home: huh. somewhere in jurong west. I think. :x
[ 9 ] Lasts.
Last Beverage: snapple!(:
Car Ride: my dad’s drive home from marina square yesterday.
Last Movie Seen: what happens in vegas. [extremely sick.]
Last Phone Call: with annabel.
Last Song You Listened To: hello beautiful by JONASBROTHERS.
Last Bubble Bath: last year? I dno leh. forgot liao. :x
Last Time You Cried: two days ago.
Last Thing You Ate: chocolate croissant
Last Bad Thing You Did: slept at 1 am because I was on the computer. :x
[ 8 ] Have You Evers.
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: nope.
Have You Ever Been Arrested: NO.
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: NO.
Have You Ever Been On A Limo: YES.
Have You Ever Cheated: uhm. kinda. :x
Have You Ever Been In Love: eh? secret.
Have You Ever Been In A Car Accident: nope.
Have You Ever Broken A Bone: nope.
[ 7 ] Things You Are Wearing.
-t-shirt.
-shorts.
-undies? LOL.
-nail polish.
-earrings.
-hairband.
-bracelet.
[ 6 ] Things You've Done Today.
-eat.
-drink.
-sms.
-listen to music.
-sing.
-MUG!.
[ 5 ] Favourite Things.
-family&friends.
-laptop.
-blog&msn.
-choir&alto<3

3RD QUIZ

1. What is the most important thing in my life?
family&friends, and you.

2. When was the last time you bought something with your own money?
an ice-cream sundae from Swensen’s.

3. Where do you wish to get married?
I wish to get married in a beautiful church anywhere in the world, as long as it’s somewhere which we had many happy memories in.

4. How old do you think you will be permanently owned by your love?
26 years old.

5. Are you in love?
maybe.

6. Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
fish and co.

7. Name the latest book you bought.
eh? i don’t buy books leh. i borrow from th library hahah.

8. What is your full name?
crystal toh sihui.

9. Do you prefer your mother or father?
both. i love my parents!<3

10. Name a person that you really wish to meet in real life for the first time.
JOE CHENG {superrr hot}! [if it were more than 1 person, then JB. hahah.]

11. Christina or Britney?
none. I’m mostly crazy over chinese singers lol.

12. Do you even do your own laundry?
yea. sometimes. :x

13. The most exciting place you want to go?
Heaven, because God’s there. :}

14. Hugs or kisses?
both;D

15. Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you.
-huimin.

-1e der person.

-my “aunt”.

-extremely smart.

-loves me a lot.

16. 8 things I am passionate about
-you.

-music.

-singing.

-drawing.

-painting.

-mugging with deb.

-ISWAK, TKA & JOE CHENG!

-JONAS BROTHERS!

17. 8 things I say too often
-what th hell.

-oh my god.

-crappers.

-hahah.

-dearrrr.

-i love you.

-huh.

-nehmind.

18. 8 books I read recently
-SO LITTLE TIME series.

-love, meg. [c. leigh purtill]

-sweet 16. [brian]

-how I cheated my perfect prom date. [todd strasser]

-soul love. [lynda waterhouse]

-falling leaves. [adeline yen mah]

-p.s. I love you [cecilia ahern]

-thirteen blue envelopes. [forgot. -.-]

19. 8 songs I could listen over and over again
-hello beautiful. [jonas brothers.]

-a little bit longer. [jonas brothers.]

-恶作剧 [王蓝茵.]

-take a bow. [rihanna.]

-bye bye. [mariah carey.]

-bleeding love. [leona lewis.]

-better in time. [leona lewis.]

-半情歌. [元若蓝]

still got other nice songs..

20. 8 things I learnt last year
-that 6A rules.

-that people forgive and forget.

-that I srsly love fairfield.

-that mr leonard chua rocks.

-that mrs jenny quek rocks.

-that japanese toilets are srsly clean.

-that I can score 20/20 for chinese oral reading.

-that loads of people, including my chinese teacher think that my chinese is pro.. really meh.

21. 8 people to tag
-phoebe(:

-szeting.

-shijia.

-ltm.

-jonathan.

-ruijun.

-huimin.

-yingjiao.

4TH QUIZ

1.How tall are you?
1.5+m. spr short, I KNOW.
2.Have you even been unfaithful in a relationship?
uhm. no? hahah. I haven’t even been in a relationship yet. -.-
3.Do you own a gun?
uhm. no? duh.
4.If you had a mental disorder,what'd it be?
going around and saying ILOVEYOU to everyone. :D
5.How many letters are there in your crush's name?
uh. 3, 4, and 5. :} JOE, NICK and ISWAK! :D
6.What do you think of hot dogs?
hot dogs are nice? but they can’t beat chocolate. :]
7.What's your favourite xmas song?
jingle bell rock? hahah. I dno.. :x
8.What do you prefer to drink in the morning?
ribena. :)
9.Do you do push-ups?
only during pe, and under necessary circumstances.
10.Have you ever done Ecstasy?
no way! I’m not on drugs. -.-
11.Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
NO WAY. studies first, for now. :]
12.Do you like the rain?
I LOVE TH RAIN! ;D
13.Do you own a knife?
uh. no.
14.What do you smell like?
uhm. me? (:
15.Do you have A.D.D?
what’s that?? :/
16.Full initials?
CTSH
17.Name 3 thoughts at this exact moment:
1) I LOVE ISWAK, TKA, JOE CHENG AND TH JONAS BROTHERS!!
2) I can’t wait for exams to be over.
3) I can’t wait for council duty tomorrow. :)
18.Name the last 3 things you have bought today:
huh, nothing leh.
19.Name 5 drinks you regularly drink:
water.
sprite.
snapple.
ribena.
milo.
20.What time did you wake up today?
9.15.
21.Can you spell?
D-U-H.
22.Current worry?
exams la then. common sense right. -.-
23.Favourite place to be?
in school, mugging? not at home definitely.
24.Least favourite place to be:
home, when my brother’s in.
25.Where would you like to go?
taiwan. so that I can go for ISWAK stuff! :}
26.Do you own slippers?
yeap, 2 pairs.
27.What do you think you'll be?
doctor? singer? those are my ambitions bah.
28.Do you burn or tan?
tan, though I’m already very tan. -.-
29.Yellow or blue?
yellow! gay colours ruleeee. :D [ gay as in HAPPY. ]
30.Would you be a pirate?
no, I’m happy being myself. :D
31.Last time your cell phone rang?
a few hours ago.
32.What songs do you sing in shower?
leona lewis, jonas brothers, ISWAK songs.
33.What did you fear was going to get you at night as a child?
some burglar. :x
34.What's in your pocket(s) now?
nothing.
35.Last thing that made you laugh?
TKA behind th scenes.
36.Best bed sheets you had as a child?
hmm, th handmade one.
37.Worst injury you've ever had?
th one I got, while practicing for NAPFA run in p4, it’s still on my kneecap! d;
38.What's your GPA?
we don’t use GPA.
39.How many TVs do you have in your house?
2.
40.Who is your loudest acquaintance?
uhm, TOBY! yesyesyes.
41.Who is your most silent acquaintance?
xiuwei.
42.Does someone have a crush on you?
I dno, I hope not? no relationships for now, hahah. :]
43.Do you wish on stars?
yeap.
44.What is your favourite book?
love, meg.
45.What song did you last hear?
hello beautiful by th JONAS BROTHERS!
46.What were you doing 12AM last night?
watching TKA on youtube, as always, :x
47.What was the first thing you thought of when you woke up?
it’s time already?
48.Who did you last SMS?
cassandra lovee.
49.What is your monthly SMS limit?
500.

5TH QUIZ

[x]I'm shorter than 5'4. [ I have to accept that fact -/-]
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes. [ I am ugly. ]
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily [ ah yes. I’m tanned enough.]
[ ] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance. [ which girl wouldn’t? o.o]
[x] I have braces. [yea, I love 'em. ]
[ ] I wear glasses. [ I'm going to one day. ]
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. [ I like th way I look.]
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger. [o.o]
[ ] I have more than 2 piercings.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[ ] I have freckles.
[ ] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[x] I have a brother. [ an irritating one at that.]
[ ] I have (a) sister(s).
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday. [yea maybe. if someone wants to marry this girl here.]
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job. [I want one.]
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. [a few times *guilty look on face*]
[x] I almost always do my homework. [ I do almost everything. *another guilty look*]
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. [oh gosh, I do it every single day!]
[x] Disney movies still make me cry. [uh yea, the Cinderella did. LOL!]
[ ] I've peed from laughing. [eww.]
[ ] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. [during laughing fits, I do.]
[x] I've glued my hand to something.[paper, buttons,..*long list of never ending stuff*]
[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[ ] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane. [yea when I was 1 & some other times.. ]
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x] I've gotten lost in my city. [:x]
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. [my brother& some other idiots :}]
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[x] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play. [many! o.o]
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. [ I don’t even use myspace.]
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. [ yay snowflakes!;D]
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone. [heh heh :x]
[x] I've ridden in a taxi. [ I just did.]
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x] I've eaten sushi. [ I LOVE SUSHI!]
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x] I'm single. [ I’m twelve going on thirteen.]
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi. [eww no.]
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex. [ at twelve?! this is gross. ]
[ ] I've had phone sex. [ ugh. I’m disgusted.]
[ ] I've cybered. [ what the hell is this?]
[ ] I've had sex in public.[ NO WAY, that would be GROSSS.]
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[ ] I am a cuddler. [ cuddler?]
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain. [ hahaha, ISWAK ep 29! ]
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger.
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[ ] I've snuck out of my house.
[x] I have lied to my parents about where I am. [SHUSH!]
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world. [silence.]
[ ] I've cheated while playing a game. [I’m a fair person. no wait. I’m tanned. LOL.]
[ ] I've cheated on a test.
[ ] I've run a red light.
[ ] I've been suspended from school.
[ ] I've witnessed a crime.
[ ] I've been in a fist fight.
[ ] I've been arrested.
[x] I've consumed alcohol. [red wine & champagne]
[x] I regularly drink. [drink WATER!:D][ ] I've passed out from drinking.
[ ] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[ ] I've smoked weed.
[ ] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[ ] I've eaten shrooms.
[ ] I've popped E.
[ ] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[ ] I've done hard drugs.
[ ] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[ ] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem. [ I can't swallow pills. ]
[ ] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[ ] I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed. [I always shut people out. o.o]
[ ] I take anti-depressants.
[ ] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[x] I've hurt myself on purpose. [when I’m depressed; I always am]
[x] I've woken up crying. [many times, in fact.]
[x] I'm afraid of dying. [ I don’t want to leave this world&all my family and friends :D]
[x] I hate funerals.
[ ] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[ ] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[ ] I've planned my own suicide.
[ ] I've attempted suicide.
[ ] I've written a eulogy for myself.
[ ] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[x] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[ ] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga. [ I don’t understand the craze.]
[ ] I own a plushie of my fave character from anything.
[ ] I own a cosplay outfit.
[x] I know what cosplay means.
[ ] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[ ] I own something from Hot Topic.
[ ] I own something from Pac Sun.
[x] I collect comic books.
[ ] I own something from The Gap.
[ ] I own something I got on e-bay.
[ ] I own something from Abercrombie.
[x] I can sing well. [it’s not self praise. MANY people say that okay. ROFL.]
[ ] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[ ] I open up to others easily.
[x] I watch the news. [when there’s nothing else to watch haha.]
[ ] I don't kill bugs.
[ ] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[x] I curse regularly. [curse? which kind of curse?]
[x] I sing in the shower.[yes I do. everyday!]
[ ] I am a morning person.
[ ] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[x] I'm a snob about grammar. [ hehe I love my English skills :}]
[x] I am a sports fanatic. [kinda.]
[x] I twirl my hair. [all the time!]
[ ] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat. [but everything I touch seems to be messy.]
[x] I love Spam. [luncheon meat?]
[ ] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day.
[x] I bake well. [ I think. ]
[x] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue. [white and yellow!]
[ ] I've worn pajamas to school.
[ ] I like Martha Stewart.
[ ] I know how to shoot a gun.
[x] I am in love with love.
[ ] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[x] I eat fast food weekly.
[ ] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room. [I’m scared of bugs la.]
[x] I am really ticklish.
[x] I love white chocolate. [wahh fattening lehh :x]
[ ] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games. [audition?]
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names.
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[ ] I loath labels.
[ ] I like action movies.
[ ] I like horror movies. [ you mean hate.]
[ ] I like chick flicks.
[x] I know the most random facts about things people have never heard of before.[ sometimes. :x ]
[ ]I can't spell.
[x] I treasure my friends. [I love all of you guys!<3]

hello beautiful, how's it going?
` Crys(:

2008-09-21T22:24:00.001+08:00

LUTHER CALLED ME TODAY!(:

my gosh. I'm so happy.

haven't seen luther in ages,

much less talk to him.

hahah. IMISSYOULUTHER!

your jokes and your laughter.

we had a great chat today,

thanks for cheering me up.

:D meet up soooon!

6a'07 rules!

` Crys(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2008-09-16T22:49:00.003+08:00

hello.

birthday wishes. :D

MICHELLE TAY!

aka. MOMO♥!

hahah. happy birthday my dear drenched peachhhiiee!

you're thirteen,

hope you enjoyed th 12 years of your childhood,

because you're an official teenager now!

hahah, thanks for all th happiness and laughter you've brought me throughout this 5 years knowing you,

just to tell you , you are one lucky girl to be so tall&talented, :D

also. you have th same birthday as NICKJONAS♥!

oh manzxsc.

you are so lucky.

hahah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU,

stay cheerful, and keep in touch alrights.

CHARIS!

my fellow JONASBROTHERS♥ fan!

hahah. it's been really fun knowing you,

and thanks for giving me th latest updates on which magazines are featuring th JB!

it was really fun just now,

criticizing miley&mandy

those b_______!

and talking about how th JB rock,

and Selena&Demi!

hahah. it's really nice to talk to you.

especially when we have th super contagious JONAS FEVER!

LOL. high fever manzxsc.

I really want to buy their CDs!

they ruleeee&their songs are really spr nicee.

hahah. and.

if they ever come to singapore for their tour,

you're th first one I'll think of to go with me,

cause' we're oh-so-crazy over th JONASBROTHERS♥!

hahah. loves!

this is a nice colourrr. :D

lovelovelove to those whose birthdays are t'day! :]

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you! ♥

ps. wahh. me&charis got telepathy man. I was typing my birthday wishes for her in purple right,
when she answered my question "what's your favourite colour?" and she said PURPLE! LOL. whythhell am I typing in BARNEY colours? -.- hahah. anyways. we got telepathy! maybe it's cause we're both crazy over th JB, and we have th same interests? hahaha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHARIS, MO, MM LEE & NICK JONAS♥!

lols.

JONAS FEVERRR! :)

lovelovelovelove,
`CRYS ♥ NICKJONAS!:D
160809!

2008-09-16T19:52:00.002+08:00

OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.
OHMYJONAS.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NICKKK! :D

hahah. you rock my socks off.

and believe in yourself,

you can do it.

trust in th Lord,

and He will get you through every difficulty,

and every hardship you go through!

allthbest for your future in showbiz,

may your albums top every chart! :D

i hope you turn out well with selena gomez too, she rocks th way you do. :]

I'll be praying for your diabetes? :)

continue to rock th way you do,

and keep on believing.

a little bit longer, and you'll be fine.

God will help you through,

He will lead and guide you in your paths to come.

STAY TH ROCKER YOU ARE! :D

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you,
NICK JONAS♥!

` Crys(:

ps. I REALLY WANT TH POPSTAR! MAGAZINEEE. there's a poster of th jonas brothers, and selena gomez. oh mannn. crappers. it's so expensive. D:

2008-09-10T21:21:00.003+08:00

hey people.

yes, I have been absent from school for 1&1/2 days already.

but. I still won't be in school tomorrow.

rest assured,

you'll see me in school on friday.

thanks for th care guys,

really appreciate it. :D

okay.

so this 2 days at home,

I've been slacking all th way,

watching youtube!:D

what's nice to watch?

you may ask.

well.

ISWAK&TKA!<3333

ohmyjonas.

those 2 shows rock my socks off manzxsc!:D

ILOVEJOECHENG!:D

he's sprrr handsome.

wheez.

hahah. so high now.

well.

I want to rewatch both of them,

suddenly have this ISWAK craze again.

goodness.

th feeling's already gone for one year,

but now it's back. :D

ILOVEISWAK!

which apparently stands for..

It Started With A Kiss!

TKA stands for They Kiss Again,

th sequel to ISWAK.

hahah.

ILOVEISWAK.

ISWAK CRAZE MANN. :D

hahah. okay.

so I'm down with gastric flu,

and I've been real sick this few weeks.

yepyep.

that's about it for today?

allthbest for your home econs test tomorrow guys!:D

and dear deborah♥,

cheer up alrights,

you still have a long way to go. ;D

ILOVEYOUDEARR! :]]

jiayou for your 'O's!

I'm always here for you. :D

kays.

so.

hope that tomorrow I'll feel a lot better.

ALOT better.

oh. btw.

official last day of ISWAK-ing?

tomorrow.

can't drag any longer.

got to mug for th EOYS!

ugh.

stressed. D:

kays. got to go.

byebye.

NICKJONAS&JOE CHENG<333!

stay with me, a little bit longer.

p.s. I'll post this very touching conversation between 直树&湘琴 soon, really very touching hahah. moved me to tears. it showed me how much love a person can give to another, or maybe you should just watch th show to understand th love. :D

ISWAK&TKA FOREVER!(:

really love you guys,

` Crys(:

2008-09-05T02:33:00.003+08:00

I ♥ THE JONAS BROTHERS!

they rule manzxsc.

their singing rocks my socks off!:D

this post is written in this colour because..

NICK'S favourite colour is BLUE!:]

haha nick is th youngest one.

gosh they rock.

"A LITTLE BIT LONGER" IS TH NICEST SONG EVER!

it was written by NICK when he was first diagnosed with diabetes.

this song is really touching. :D

ILOVEYOUNICK!

hahah, i'm crazy over this song mann. :/

kays. debate tomorrow.

so I gotta go now.

lovelovelove. ♥

stay with me, a little bit longer.

` Crys(:

2008-08-29T23:00:00.002+08:00

hellohello,

wello.

I finally bothered to update.

anyways.

I changed blogskin,

hahah.

ain't that obvious. :D

i like this skin,

it's based on a very simple theme,

'Stay With Me'.

mygosh.

I must be in love with those 3 words,

everything here is about th same thing.

heeee.

okay. :D

iloveyou, eternity, stay with me.

` Crys(:

2008-08-17T19:39:00.011+08:00

BARNEY THE PURPLE DINOSAUR<3!!

heh. my current love! :D

hello everybody!

I'm barney.

heh.

lols. yeayea. childish. I KNOW!

but I just can't help it. :D

I LOVE BARNEY!

heh.

kays.

off to studying..

BARNEY(:

hurhur.

byee.

iloveyou. :D

` Crys(: baobeii

BIRTHDAY WISHES.

2008-08-11T02:14:00.004+08:00

heyy:D

so. this post will be the specialspecialspecial post I mentioned weeks ago.

okay.

so here goes.

FAIRFIELD!

may you prosper for many years to come,

and I hope that this strong heritage will be preserved for many generations down.

I hope that the school will attain more success,

and that the future generations will learn to treasure and love this beautiful history. :D

S-I-N-G-A-P-O-R-E!

this country has been independent for 43 years,

and may this country prosper for many, many years to come.

for many people, this is their birthplace,

and this is their home.

I hope that every citizen in this country,

will learn to love and cherish the bright future the country has promised us.

may Singapore become a properous country, with much success,

and many great achievements in internaional competitions,

I LOVE SINGAPORE!:D

and lastly,

ANNABEL!<3

hey darling,

today, you're officially 13 years old,

and you're LOVEDDD!

thanks for all the joy you've brought to me,

and thanks for being my best friend!:D

though we've had our misunderstandings,

we've patched it up,

and thanks for always encouraging me and giving me advice.

also, thanks for always giving it all for me.

I LOVE YOU BABE!:D

you rock.

lols.

yea you do.

GO GIRL!

okay, so that's about it?

if I missed out anyone accidentally,

do inform me, through tags or msn, yea?

kays.

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ALL THOSE MENTIONED ABOVE!:D

I love you!<3

` Crys(: baobeii

SHINE FOR SINGAPORE.

2008-08-11T01:54:00.007+08:00

Shine For Singapore-Hady Mirza

Have you seen a star?
One that guides you, no matter where you are.
However vast the sky may be, or dark it seems.
You can be sure it's always there for you and me.

Have you heard a song?
One that moved you, one that made you sing along.
Your dreams and hopes will all come true,
If you believe that every vision begins with you.

Shine for Singapore, this is your song.
Deep inside your heart, where it belongs.
It'll always stay, strive for your goals,
You will achieve with visions so bold.
Shine for Singapore, this is our song.
Reach out for the sky, far and beyond,
As one we'll stand, we're Singapore.
It's here that we belong.

Have you heard a song,
One that moved you, one that made you sing along.
Your dreams and hopes will all come true,
If you believe that every vision begins with you.

Shine for Singapore, this is your song.
Deep inside your heart, where it belongs,
it'll always stay, strive for your goals.
You will achieve with visions so bold.
Shine for Singapore, this is our song.
Reach out for the sky, far and beyond.
As one we'll stand, we're Singapore.
It's here that we belong.

Nowhere I'd rather be, this is home to me.
This star shines strong and free.

this song, to me, is really very meaningful,

and I reallyreally love this song.

SHINE FOR SINGAPORE!

I hope that you guys will enjoy this song as much as I do.

` Crys(:

2008-08-10T22:12:00.004+08:00

:/ posts will come sooooon.

sorry for th delay people.

too busy alr. hehh. :D

:/ MY FAVOURITE FACE!

rights.

byee.

` Crys(:

the bestest day of my life.

2008-08-02T23:43:00.005+08:00

hello people!:D

sorry for the longlonglong wait haha.

okay.

uhm yea.

friday was the absolute bestest day of my life.

it was the 120th founders' day celebration of fairfield.

and I tell you.

it rocked the world down.

so choir was supposed to sing 2 songs,

which apparently were sang at the 100th anniversary too. :D

the two songs were,

All Things Bright And Beautiful,

and For The Beauty Of The Earth.

they are great and joyful songs.

so yea.

we had loads and loads and loads of practice.

so during the week of the actual performance,

before the full dress rehearsal,

Mr Yong came,

and went through the songs with us.

he forced us to smile,

and taught us how to walk the perfect way.

lols.

to tell you the truth,

I don't really like Mr Yong,

he's sexist,

and he has something against the altos.

>:(

okay.

so.

it was the full dress rehearsal on thursday,

and we saw the drama performance.

it was really good.

then.

we changed out of our gown and yea.

went home.

okay.

so, i drove eunice home,

and my parents bought me supper!:D

so the next day,

me, haris and eunice decided to meet at mcdonalds' for breakfast,

and we met at 9.

then, we ate,

and rushed to the mrt,

'cause we were late. D:

okay.

then we reached school at about 10.45.

I don't want to mention the embarassing thing that happened. -.-

okay.

so.

we went through lessons,

and I don't know why,

but I was spr cranky the entire day.

and I felt pissed off.

just a sudden feeling.

okay.

then.

we gathered at 2 in the auditorium,

then practiced the songs.

then a technical run,

after that mrs tan gave us some time to sleep.

too bad,

the sec 2 girls and guys behind me were spr noisy,

and spoilt half of the wonderful nap I had.

lols.

okay.

then sec 1s had a makeup check,

after that another round of practice,

then rest.

then dinner. nasi lemak again.

besides.

it was spicy and oily.

we can't even eat that kind of thing before performances. -.-''

okay. then.

we changed into our gown,

and people were already filing into the parade square.

so we practically looked like idiots in blue gowns and makeup. T-T

okay.

so.

a lot of people stared.

and yea.

we had the very last round of practice,

and just rested for the last few minutes.

at around 7,

there was worship and we missed the whole thing. D:

okay.

so around 7,

we gathered and went to the field.

they were singing the theme song,

You're Our Destiny.

and yea.

okay.

so.

after that, they were singing the opening hymn,

uhm.

I forgot its name?

oops. >< IT WAS THE BESTESTBESTESTBESTSEST DAY OF MY ENTIRE LIFE, AND IT WILL REMAIN AS A BEAUTIFUL MEMORY IN MY HEART, FOREVER AND EVER. :D

okay. so. yea.

you get the story.

haha.

and.

here's a line I saw somewhere and really like.

and it is really very meaningful.

"why don't you ever look at me, the way I look at you."

I really love this line.

:D

hope you do too!:D

kays.

I have to go now.

thanks for all your support if you heard us sing on friday,

I LOVE YOU GUYS!:D

CHOIR RULES!<3

I LOVEEEEE CHOIR!:D

we shall continue to rock on,

singing praises to GOD!:D

so,

here's a prayer for all the choir members.

dear heavenly daddy,

I just want to thank you for the wonderful performance you gave us on friday,

and I just want to thank you for all the voices we have,

to sing praises to you,

and I really want to thank you for everything,

may you bless all the choir members with ample rest,

I know we are all very tired after the performance,

but all our hard work paid off.

and I just want to thank God or the good weather,

and that no one was sick that day.

I really want to thank you Lord,

and I just want to commit all of the choir members into your hands.

thank you Lord for everything.

in Your precious name I pray,

Amen.

okay. so there. you have my update.

so yea. I have to go now. :D

I'll post when I have the time,

and when I finally feel like posting haha. :D

so byeeee people.

oh and monday is a half-day!

and it's fairfield's birthday!

so of course, there will be a specialspecialspecial post. :D

`Crys(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY.

2008-07-18T21:06:00.005+08:00

heyyyy:D

to dearest desiree.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!:D

you're thirteen now,

hope you enjoyed your twelve years of childhood,

and now you're a teenager.

lalala.

thanks for always cheering me up,

wakaka~

i love you darling!

hope to eat more MOS BURGER&McDonald's with you. :D

next one would be my treat!

hehh.

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you!

p.s. you're welcome for th present and th letter.

hope you really enjoyed your birthday.

loads&loads of<3!

` Crys(:

2008-07-18T21:04:00.002+08:00

wahaha.

I was banned from the com.

so.

I didn't post.

uh yea.

kays.

i shall post another one since i'm so nice.

right?

:DD

` Crys(: baobeii

2008-07-16T21:47:00.001+08:00

KEVIN NEHNEH SOYABEAN MOMMY!

spr nice name of kevin chong.

lalala.

wakaka~

spr nicee.

cute right.

i give one of course cute. :DDD

wahahaha.

kays. byee.

` Crys(: baobeii

2008-07-16T18:30:00.002+08:00

today is a special day. :D

HAPPY 1ST MONTH BABY!:D

dear jaime dar,

today's our first month anniversary!

thanks for all the happy times spent together with you,

and for all the times we went out together.

they were all so fun!

wahaha~

I LOVE YOU DARLING!<3

FOREVER&EVER,

` Crys(: baobeii

2008-07-16T18:28:00.002+08:00

heyheyhey!:D

sorry for not updating for so long.

hehh.

lalala.

uhms.

today, I was supposed to go to Jurong Point with daddy.

but szeting and clarabelle asked me to go to IMM la.

so I agreed. lols.

sorry daddy!D:

okays.

another post coming up!:D

` Crys(:

FUNFAIR

2008-07-04T19:44:00.001+08:00

heyyy people.

SUPPORT OUR STALL FOR THE FUNFAIR!:DDD

FEEDING FRENZY! STALL 87 [primary school basketball court]!:DD

PREGORITTA! STALL 106 [primary school canteen]!:DD

it's $3 for 5 balls.

feeding frenzy is a game that involves throwing of balls,

TOP PRIZE. CREATIVE ZEN STONE PLUS.

as for PREGORITTA,

we are selling.

SPAGHETTI WITH SAUSAGE [$4],

SALADS[$2],

RIBENA MOCKTAIL[$2],

&MINERAL WATER[$2]!:DD

PLEASE COME AND SUPPORT US!

lols.

kays.

COME AH!:D

you promised me.

lalala.

okay.

byee!:D

` Crys(:

2008-06-23T01:49:00.005+08:00

oh. and.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SARAH DEAR!!:DDDD

thanks for being that sunshine princess, who always cheers me up.

i love you lots dear!

happy thirteenth birthday!

i miss you.

SUNSHINE DARLING! <33

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ONCE AGAIN DARLING!<33

loads of love,

` Crys(:

CHOIR CAMP!

2008-06-23T01:10:00.004+08:00

heyheys!

sorry for not updating for such a long time.

okay.

so as you can see, this post is going to be about choir camp.

CHOIR CAMP RULES!!!

I ABSOLUTELY LOVE IT.

so. we reported to school at 8, then set off for anderson secondary school for a choir workshop, after that a mini competition between the four participating schools, which are FMSS, CCHS, XMSS, and of course, Anderson themself.

we were supposed to sing a song called, Adieu, sweet Amarillis.

its quite easy and we only took 2 days to learn and memorise it.

okay. then after the Adieu, we must sing a song that we chose, and FMSS chose the song, Exsultate Justi which apparently means, Shout for joy, ye righteous.

then after another tiring day of the workshop, the mini competition was on.

xinmin sang first, followed by us.

we were nervous, but all th conductors said that our Adieu was the best among the four schools, and we were elated to hear that. but after that, Ms Lim said that our Exsultate was sai, and we burst into laughter.

then we were crowned champion! yayness. :DD

after that we went down to wait for the bus.

IN THE END. THE BUS WAS LATE BY 1 1/2 HOURS!

I was bored to death.

then, we got to know from the bus driver that the other bus driver heard the wrong school name, making us wait for 1 1/2 hours..

after that we got back to school, bathed, had dinner, deposited our stuff in the bunks, then went to PA1 to watch grease 1. kinda interesting movie haha.

then.

the most interesting part of the day,

we were supposed to solve a murder case.

haha okay.

it was kinda fun, and kinda scary, seeing that it was 11+ pm in the night.

okay, so our group didnt win. so sad. LOL.

then we went to brush our teeth and went to bed, sleeping on the cold hard floor.

alright. then the next day the guys woke us up with their incredibly loud voices. NOISY IDIOTS! so we reluctantly woke up and then washed up and went down for breakfast which was kaya and bread, with some diluted milo.

after that, we had telematches! superrr fun!

this is the list of games we played.

1. T-SHIRT CAPTAIN'S BALL [holding a t-shirt and throwing a plastic ball around.]
2. POISON [THIS WAS SO DISGUSTING! it is a mixture of weird stuff and you're supposed to drink it. ewwww.]
3. BUTT RACE [scissors, paper, stone, while moving your butt on canteen benches.]
4. BUTTER FRISBEE [its just frisbee soaked in soap water. DION TAY SUCKS AT THIS!]
5. SPIDER SOCCER [which means, interlocking hands with some other person, and kicking a ball around, and I WAS HOPELESSLY BEING DRAGGED AROUND BY DION TAY. D:]

okay then after that we had choir practice.

then after that was lunch, and we rested.

NIGHT CYCLING!

we had so much fun.

we met mr ow there, then briefing.

then off we went.

i paired up with hillary because i didnt know how to cycle.

then se kept swerving left and right to keep balance.

haha i was screaming at her all the way.

SORRY HILLARY! D:

then we had a toilet break at the left end of east coast park,

then after that we made our way to the other side of ecp.

haha our group though being group 2 was the last to leave because we left befor mr ow said we could go..

when we left, rebecca's bicycle chain came off and we had to put it back, in fact Joel was the one who fixed it.

then after that we chionged all the way to catch up with the other groups.

then..

me and hillary were involved in an accident, because hill was looking back, and not focusing on the road.

okay, then. we apologized, and chionged on.

then quite a few people tio scolding from mr ow.

then we went back to school feeling exhausted.

then debrief, then we went to bathe and wash up for bed.

after we bathed, i didnt feel so tired anymore, so we played taidee.

until 3 am, we thought we laughed too loudly sometimes, and we were scared to awaken any of the other people sleeping the bunk, so we moved outside, it was soooo scary..

it was like damn quiet la.. okay.

then after that bolin and some girl walked out, then they went upstairs, dont know doing what la. [eheh dont think in the wrong way okay.]

okay then,

me and eunice went back to sleep at 3.45, and rena and jie en stayed outside.

then we woke up at 8.50, washed up, and went down for breakfast.

breakfast was much better that day,

kaya, bread and chwee kueh. with less diluted milo.

okey.

then we ate, and we played games in the foyer!

like, murderer and wacko.

okay then we went up to pa1, for debrief of the entire camp.

then we went back to our bunks, for the last bit of packing up.

and we left.

so me, fenny and huanghao went opposite to buy bubble tea, and then after that i went home, not exactly home haha.

uhm.

when i came out of the mrt, i just walked towards the pavement.

then i heard someone calling me from behind.

it was..

desiree!

haha. okay..

then she was giving out surveys.

so i did one.

then i didnt want to go home, so i helped her give out the surveys.

after that i went to subway to dabao lunch, then made our way to desie's house.

okay. then we had loads of fun digging through all her stuff.

then i rushed for the 5.40 bus, and went home! i watch nigella haha. okay.

so that's the end of my update on choir camp.

tomorrow's.. NONO!

today's the start of school!

and yet, I haven't finished my homework yet.. SAD!

craps. i should be chionging my homework now.

i still have quite a bit..

okayokay. so long!

will update soon.

and I'm changing my song.

to Always Be My Baby by David Cook!

this song rocks.. :DDDD

okayokay. i shall go chiong the last of my homework liao.

byebye peoples!

` Crys(:

2008-05-27T13:41:00.008+08:00

hello!

this is a dedication to all of my friends.

6A!

Andrea Jiejie: my dearest sister&my best friend for life!

Andriana Jiejie: my chio strawberry sis!

Avalyn: artistic nehh~

Chupsy: another artist(:

Desiree: your house is SUPER nice&you super chio leh.

Elizabeth: my dear a-yi. english pro!

Jaslyn: chinese pro!(: and you are very the cheerful.

Kimbo: you make me laugh all the time. YOU ROCK MY SOCKS!(:

Yanyi: miss felicia; I <3 her too.

Ba: treehugger-er! funny&pretty:D

Liwei: my dear! I miss going to the library with you.

Yingjiao A-Yi: my dear cheapskate&miserly aunt! <3 you. HONEYICEBLENDED isn't nice.

Victoria: heh heh. play dinosaur monopoly. :x

Shijia: my dear classmate from P2-P6. love you nehh~ go out more!

Maxene: MAXIEEE! another of my P2-6 classmates. bai3 wan4 fu4 weng1<3 is my world!

LTM: MY MUMMY&BEST FRIEND FOREVER! you neh go out with me yet leh. <3 you loads!

Sarah: little miss sunshine! smile more! :D

Stephanie: my dear a-yi! must smile more also ah. ;D

MOMO: my dearest drenched peachh. I love you dear!

Isabel: spider! mu3 lao2 hu3.. hehh. loads of love!

Huimin A-Yi: my dear a-yi! many funny times were spent with you, especially in chinese class. bai3 wan4 fu4 weng1 is loved!

Ruijun: hehh. run faster! cheerups(: smile more!

Matthew: LOL. you very the funny hahaha.

Boyu: o.o tikam. nehmind. it was fun pushing your table back and you always asking cai4 lao3 shi1 stupid questions and asking me how to write different chinese words:D

Edwin: MY CUTE TU2-DI4! shifu misses you nehh~

Cheng En: o.o betty. games i/c so slack. =/=

Jianfeng: hahaha. truce so many times liao.(:(:

James C.: nothing to say leh. nice being with you for the past 2 years bah.

Lucas: lol farmer jiang. nature-lover:))

Lungs: LOL orh. funny kia.

Jinhan: noisy duck. -/- noise pollution.

James Lee: another noisy one. =/= talk crap into the microphone.

Zuowei: hahaha comical man.

Justin: uhm. also nothing to say. byebye?

Mark: yo aquaman! blurblur de look. o.o

Bradley: gosh. I miss playing battleships with you. EVERYWHERE IS BLANK SPACE! and I usually win due to women's intuition heh heh :x

Yauxuan: o.o my other P2-P6 classmate! smart leh you. I want more apples(:

Ryan: uh. funny? I don't know HAHA.

Xiaolin: ahahaha. miser.

Luther: heh heh. play more mahjong with me leh. so funny. speak up more la. SUPER SMART!

Thomas: yipyip! "guai1" kia, also very smart. BAIWANFUWENG IS THE LOVEEE<3!

1F
Amanda: so TALL! pretty girlie(:

Amos: o.o NCC LAND!hehh.

Annabel: you ass! nehmind. I still love you la. hehe. best friends forever! thanks for always staying beside me through thick and thin, thanks for always going with me to see some stuffs I want to see. muahs<3

Arthur: erms. nothing to say.. =/=

Jiale: my good friend! hehh always partner me during field trips((:

Cheyenne: hehe funny leh you. always snatch locker space with mee :x

Kevin: you sickass. stop talking in class la.

Yiyuan: MAMA! hehh. stop calling me FAT.

Daniel: science pro!

Eunice: my dear girl(: your house very the funn! I shall go visit you one of these days. hmm. must wait for me to go home mahh. so evil la. never wait for me.

Yafan: DRAMA! makeup queeen:D

Cheng En: -

Haris: GAYY! no la. you're not gay. you're just FUNNY. don't be sad, kay? cheerups!(:

Hillary: ALTOS THE LOVEEEEE<3! love you too:DDD

Jared: shut up, will you. stop making so much noise la.

Jireh: be more responsible la. =/=

Akshay: hehhh NCC LAND again. :P

Lungs: -

Crystal K.: lao2 jie2! <3 you. my chiobu sis!

Yong Wee: extra-ded idiot.

Yirong: nothing to say. SK II MAN!

Jet: hehh. funny guy.

Jamie: LOL. artist&musician&comedian hehh. sitting beside you is funn!(:

Szeting: ehh. chio leh! and you are sooo artistic la. :DD

Martin: uhm. VERY TALL. can.

Max: also very tall la. and very funny.

Naomi: kawaii nehh~ :))

Nicole: my dear! your handwriting very nice hehh. also very chio la.

Kok Kin: uh. very funny la, whatever.

Peter: bug off.

Rachel: a very pretty girl. your handwriting srsly rocks. I <3 SUSHI TOO!(:

Nancy: a very, very, very pretty girl, not fat, not ugly, my dear. HYPER! muahs<3!

Say Yian: sooo quiet lehh. why never talk to me one.

Xiu Wei: hehh guitarist! you have NICE eyes! ;DD

Thaddaeus: aiya, what can I say about you? NOTHING, right? -/-

Toby: my nicenicenice daddy hehh.

Shirlyn: uhm. what to say. hmm. uhm. aiya, nehmind. when I know you better, then I say. :P

Cassandra: hehh. my braces..o.o best friend hehh.

Tin Mei: my pretty little girl:DDD

FMPS&FMSS
Phoebeee: my chiobu girlfriend! ILY! muahs<3 ALTOS the loveeee;DD

Jaime: my chiochiochio girlfriend! so cute! I love you!:D

Meipeng: you so cheerful nehh. every time see _____ so happy! I also miss watching NCC Land with you. P.S. when taking neoprints, cannot smile while taking emo shot, kay? muahs! <3 you loads!

Jiayu A-Yi: another of my dear aunts!<3

Deborah: hello dear! thanks for the encouragement(: be cheerful always<3 ;DD

JonW Daddy: hehh. sorry. forgot about this one. nehmind. hmm. thanks for being there when I needed care. erm. thanks for inviting me to a movie? sorry, couldn't go. =/= nehmind la. next time lor :))

CLDDS
Audrey: hehh. taiwan girl! cute lehh.

Chermaine: you are SUPER fun1;D

Matthew: uhm. I don't talk to you la. so. nehmind.

Wenjun: my BIGBIGBIG bro, hehh. a little gay but. nehmind.

Anthony: uhm. comical. something liddat bah.

Shihui: my very chio godma. very cute also. hot lehh. cheery. ya. treat me to ice cream lehh. next time I go out with you. ;DDD

SLs

this part is going to be boring.

Magdalene: thanks for being there for me, and being so hyper every time. girls' talk!

Cherie: hehh dancing queen!

Sue Ann: friendly? I dno. veryveryvery nice person bah.

T-Juay: hehh. you again. hmm. it's nice having you as a friend, it's nice talking to you all the time, thanks for always cheering me up and encouraging me. thanks for all the advice, and for the honoured tag hehh. :DDD

Jarrod: hmm. nothing to say also lor. other than. one of my best friends thinking that you like her. and I think she likes you. LOL.

Nigel: ah yes, my friend says. seeing you at the bus stop that day, and at vivo yesterday, her life is complete. and that she likes you. hehh.

who's the last one ah?:\

nehmind la. this is a crappy long post.

so. take your time to read it.

oh wait. you've already finished reading it.

gosh.

if I left your name out, please tell me so that I can put your name in.

thank you! :DD

byebye my darlingg friends!

ILY lots<3

tag me la.

hehhh.

loads&loads&loads of <3,

Crystal(:

2008-05-23T22:12:00.002+08:00

Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Courage You are Courage. Courage is bravery, daring to do what is right in the face of adversity. Courage allows for the triumph of good over evil. "Courage does what must be done no matter what the consequences."
Charity
Friendship
Faith
Love
Peace
Which Positive Quality Are You?

heh heh. me am courageous. yays.

What mental disorder do you have? Your Result: Manic Depressive You have extreme cycles of highs and lows. Sometimes you feel like you don't know who you are. One week you could be very hyper and happy and the next week you are slow and depressed.
GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder)
OCD (Obsessive Compulsive Disorder)
Paranoia
ADD (Attention Deficit Disorder)
What mental disorder do you have?

whoa. manic depressive. am i that bad?

ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You? Your Result: Ocre and Gray Dolphin Sea! You're a very hearty person being a good friend. You attract many friends because of your lovely personality, but you're sometimes pretty weird. Your soul mate is the Bronze Goat. You hate the Peach Pig.
Silver and Red Wolf
Blue Fox
Gold Falcon
Teal Cat
Red Jaguar
Yellow Trout
Tan Giraffe
ANIMOLOGY: What Animal Are You?

whee! dolphin(:

Your Language Arts Grade: 100%

Way to go! You know not to trust the MS Grammar Check and you know "no" from "know." Now, go forth and spread the good word (or at least, the proper use of apostrophes).

Are You Gooder at Grammar?
Make a Quiz

me got 100% grammar correct. hehe. LOL a-yi you got 98% only. X)

What is your strongest emotion? Your Result: Sadness It appears you are sad all the time which is your strongest emotion. You can't seem to hold in your crying and you are upset very easily. Your weakness is pain, and pain is not something you can withstand
Love/Happiness
Hate/Anger
Guilt/Regret
Greed
Jealousy
Fear
Lust/Attention Whore
What is your strongest emotion? Create MySpace Quizzes

me am always sad. *sigh*

What Flavor Are You? (girls) Your Result: Watermelon Watermelon is your perfect flavor! You are a total flirt! The fruity taste is as playful as you are when it comes to guys! Some people like sugar on their watermelon, and some like salt, so this means you switch attitudes sometimes. One minute you are sweet, the next sassy, but it's all part of who you are.
Cherry
Lemonade
Bubble Gum
What Flavor Are You? (girls) Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

o.o watermelon..

How will I die? Your Result: You will die from a terminal illness. My apologies. In the future, there will be more effective medication to help absolve the pain and discomfort. Do not fear pain or hospitals. To endure illness is divine and will reap many rewards in the next life.
You will die in a car accident.
You will die in a nuclear holocaust.
You will die of boredom.
You will be murdered.
You will die while having sex.
You will die in your sleep.
You will die while saving someone's life.
How will I die? Create a Quiz

X) critical illness. at least not die while having..

What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: No stereotype not preppy yet not a complete loser. has good friends and doesn't revolve life around their looks or social status. All around good person. usually liked by everyone
Emo
Loner
geek/nerd
Jock
Gamer
Punk
Preppy
What stereotype do you belong to?

no stereotype; okay..

What breed of horse are you? Your Result: Thoroughbred Your fast, hyper and occasionally spookish, though with the right care can be very, very sweet. Your perfect for the race track because of your natural unfaltering speed and quick reflexes.
Dutch Warmblood
Welsh Pony
Appaloosa
Quarter Horse
What breed of horse are you? Make Your Own Quiz

what the heck is a thoroughbred?

What wolf are you? Your Result: Alpha Female you are the alpha female,the female leader of the pack!you are very brave and loyal you are a born leader and care alot about your family and friends.you also help keep order in the pack witch means you stop all the fighting among friends and family. and you are very popular among most people.
Alpha male
Beta Female
Beta Male
Regular Wolf
Omega Male/Female
What wolf are you?

hehe a natural leader :x

which breed of cat are you? Your Result: Birman Amendable, civilized and gentle, the Birman enjoys family life and adapts to other animals. usually sleeps a lot and will most likely to be found curled up on the sofa rather than outdoors.
Ragdoll
Siamese
Rex
Abyssinian
which breed of cat are you? Quiz Created on GoToQuiz

ooh staying indoors is nicee(:

What Breed Of Dog Are You?! Your Result: jackrussle You are a jackrussle.You are very smart , full of energy and determined to get what you want,no matter what it is you eventually get it.You are not a couch potato,you are full of energy and never get tired.
Mix breed
dachound
Lab
GermanShepherd
What Breed Of Dog Are You?!

woohoo. very smart, very energetic, and determined to get what i want.

uh that's me?

maybe bah. i don't really care much haha.

lalala~

maybe i shall post later;D

byes for now.

Crys(:

2008-05-23T00:38:00.001+08:00

What Be Your Nerd Type? Your Result: Musician Doo doo de doo waaaa doo de doo! (<-- That's you playing something.) Everyone appreciates the band/orchestra geeks and the pretty voices. Whether you sing in the choir, participate in a school/local band, or sit at home writing music, you contribute a joy to society that everyone can agree on. Yay! Welcome to actually doing something for poor, pathetic human souls. (Just kidding.)
Literature Nerd
Drama Nerd
Artistic Nerd
Social Nerd
Science/Math Nerd
Gamer/Computer Nerd
Anime Nerd
What Be Your Nerd Type? Quizzes for MySpace

me am a musician.

yays! me loves music(:

me got this quiz from shihui dear's blog.

ILYdear<3

muahs.

happy fifteenth once more.

Crystal(:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI(:

2008-05-23T00:03:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIHUI DEAR(:

I love you dear!

happy fifteenth!

may you always be that cheerful "girl on a swing"

thanks for the encouragement when we lost the CL drama competition,

thanks for always cheering me up&making me not feel tired during drama practices.

thanks for your love!

happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday,
happy birthday,
happy birthday to you.

I'll always love you.

forever&ever&ever.

muahs; ILY<3

Crystal(:

Crystal;

2008-05-19T22:33:00.003+08:00

hey people!

today was so crappy funn(:

me, lungs, mr seah and yingjiao went to queensway shopping centre.

to look for class jersey printing shops.

kays, then before walking around, we ate mcdonalds'!

and then we walked around.

after that we went back to mcdonalds' haha.

but mr seah treated us to that.

mr seah ordered a mcflurry, lungs and yj ordered large fries,

& me! I ordered a medium coke.

and then we threw fries into mr seah's ice cream.

then after that, we poured coke into the ice cream.

LOL.

kays then after that, we talked, and it was so COMICAL.

hilarious, in fact.

=/= okay nehmind.

then after that, more walking.

we went back to the 3rd floor, then we went into this t-shirt store.

then we just sat inside, talking.

but then we looked inside also lah.

kay then.

the store beside it.

those people had horrible english lah.

the sign on the door said:

"we closed on vesak day."

instead of,

"we are closed on vesak day."

yea and they spelt hyper wrongly.

besides that was their shop name la.

kays it was spelt HVPER.

nice english right?

yea I know hehe.

then after that, we went to ikea.

it was renovating la. so we just walked around.

one round in fact.

then after that, we went to anchorpoint.

to buy bubble tea!

mr seah: honey green tea
lungs: mango italian soda
yj: honey ice blended
me: peach ice blended NO PEARL

kay. so after that we went home.

I thought I got lost.

but in the end I didnt haha.

then I threw 3/4 of the bubble tea away. :x

talk about wastage.

hehe.

after that. took the mrt home.

then logged onto msn.

yays!

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP.

the "best" thing is, my parents blocked msn.

nice right?

of course. =/=

then someone told me she was crying, but I won't reveal the details.

goodnight; I have to go now.

byebye.

Crystal(:

p.s. i<3you, but you will never <3 me, though I hope that one day you will.

2008-05-10T15:07:00.002+08:00

hello(:

my friday was one of the nicest ones ever.

me,tobydaddy,jiale&annabel went for a movie.

I DON'T BELIEVE WE CHOSE "WHAT HAPPENS IN VEGAS"!

it was sosososo sick; too mature

hmm, overall it was quite nice though.

it was so hilarious.

then after that, me&annabel went to take neoprints!

we looked like ghosts in the pics.

uhh, about W.H.E.E.L. week.

it was quite funn lah.

then tomorrow is mothers' day!

yay!(:

I'm going to give my mum the perfect mothers' day,

shh,

it's a surprise

later, I'm going to eat dinner..

with my grandmother and my relatives.

hmm, what should I wear?

my parents said to wear jeans,

maybe I should wear a dress, or a skirt.

I shall decide later.

ok see you guys later,

bye for now!

Crystal(: